Love Aint Always Pretty

Sehnsucht

- a painful desire for something or for someone particularly if there's no hope to attain the desire or when its attainment is uncertain; wistful longing

Origin: German

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It was still drizzling outside but not as heavy as a while ago and it was right on time when Nick and Alec were done eating dinner. I was just quiet the entire time when the two of them were eating and Aries were talking to them too, joining Nick and Alec's conversation. They were talking about the foods that Tracy likes and the things they need to prepare for her. Nick's hand has finally left my thigh and I was just finishing on my glass of water.

"We better go before the rain pours hard down again." Alec says.

The four of us starts standing up, Nick stands while finishing his glass of orange juice as I stood right next to him.

"I'll just drive Savannah back to her dorm then I'll catch up with you guys on buying the foods for Saturday and--" Aries said.

"I'll drive her." Nick cut him off.

Alec and Aries glanced at me, but I think I looked guilty in front of them and then they stared at Nick. He looked at them impassively. He's so good at hiding his emotions all to himself. I just stared at my feet while we were both heading to the door. Nick gazed at me and I don't know why he wants to drive me back to the dorm. But I want him to instead of Aries. I want to spend some time with him.

Just me and Nick.

"I need to get the borrowed book from her." Nick added.

"Oh. Yeah." I snapped.

I'm glad he remembered cos I totally forgot the moment I saw him.

He glanced at me. "Then I'll catch up with you guys. Text me."

Alec stares at Nick then looks over at me then back at Nick before smiling at himself. Aries just stares at Nick the entire time. I don't know what Alec is thinking but I hope he's not sensing something between me and his best friend. Alec pulled his head up still smiling at us.

"Alright. Let's go Aries." Alec starts heading out of the door and ran towards his car.

I stared at Aries but he's still looking at Nick eagerly belter moving his eyes to me. He smiled. "Bye angel. See you tomorrow."

"Yeah. See you. Drive safely." I said.

Aries heads out of the door and ran towards his car under the rain. He followed Alec's tracks right away and the next second I feel Nick's piercing gaze shot at me. I looked up to him. "What?"

I was expecting him to at least get a little bit jealous or mad cos I was with Aries. I was expecting him to fire me questions. I was expecting him to ask me why I was with Aries, or why we were having dinner together, or how many times have I had dinner alone with Aries. But then I'm sure he won't give a damn about it. I'm sure he won't care at all.

"I've been wanting to tell you since a while ago that you look beautiful tonight but I just didn't have the chance." He smiled.

It was the first time I've seen Nick smile since the time he sat down on the table with us. I smiled sheepishly. Well that was a lot better than what I expected.

"You look beautiful tonight Savannah." He said sexily.

He starts taking off his black leather jacket and suddenly placing it over me my shoulders. He stands close in front of me and his height is towering over me while he was busy fixing the collar of his jacket.

"Wouldn't want you to get sick. If you're sick I may not be able to kiss you." He said.

Im smiling shyly. My head looking up at his face then his eyes resting down at me. All of a sudden he winked at me.

Holy.

Nick just winked at me.

He heads to the door and I just sheepishly follow him. He gestured his hand to let me pass first. "After you."

rain and we were soaked the moment we climbed inside and my hair was wet. I moved my eyes to him and his white shirt was sticking on his body. I could see his muscles even on

time I'm

I said as I take off

at me so I looked back at him. He's

you have such a dirty mind?"

the rain was blurring the road as well. He was making sure we won't meet any accident. I kept gazing at him while he was driving seriously. I was expecting him to kiss me here in his car and we'd make out right on top of his driver's seat. I wanted to ask him where he was for tv past three days. I wanted to ask him who he was with. But I'm not allowed to ask. So I just exhaled heavily on my seat and

hold it in anymore. I need to know where

He answered while his eyes

you for three

important things. And I went

Someone?

Who?

Could it be Catherine?

looking for a company for your internship application?" I

you that?" He cocked his head to me

I nod.

well but mostly it was visiting someone." He

woman? It could possibly be a guy. But why am I thinking that it's Catherine? It could be her. It could possibly be her. But who is she? How is

affected Savannah. You can't get affected by what he's telling you. Whoever Catherine is

allowed to get

pouring harder and harder like how my mind and

Aries today." He blurted. Oh god I

he was jealous or he just really wanted to say

He asked me out for dinner and he was right on time."

wanted him to tell me to stay away from Aries cos he's a

I sighed inwardly.

We were quiet again.

Awkward quiet. For me.

pulling over.

him. "I'll just... get the book

my back to him and reached for the door.

faced him

obviously know I didn't come here with you to get the book."

My. Heart. Just. Accelerated.

said

"Come here." He instructs.

I startle. "W-what?"

"Get on top

and his hands were holding my hips as he maneuvers me on top of him. My legs spread to his sides while my feet were locked onto

from him

do. He knows really well. My arms splayed around his neck and shoulders as I feel our breaths on each other's face. He reaches for my lips and we kissed. The next second

crawling up on my back then moving down to the bottom of my spine and inserts them both into the garter of my shorts and my underwear then squeezes my ass. He bites my lower lip and pulls it back then kisses my chin before landing

can't get fully naked. If ever we'll get caught by

his pocket and pulls down his

Wow.

miss that

his mouth and I know he's busy putting the condom on him. I slowly push myself down on him, feeling his entire length sliding inside me. Slowly. Carefully moving myself

moan escapes

before cupping my cheeks again and pressing his lips hard on

onto his shoulder for support and since the rain is too hard and he parked

was riding him as I feel him pulling my shirt up and grabs my boobs off from my bra. I was letting him do

says