Love Aint Always Pretty

Sehnsucht

- a painful desire for something or for someone particularly if there's no hope to attain the desire or when its attainment is uncertain; wistful longing

Origin: German

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It was still drizzling outside but not as heavy as a while ago and it was right on time when Nick and Alec were done eating dinner. I was just quiet the entire time when the two of them were eating and Aries were talking to them too, joining Nick and Alec's conversation. They were talking about the foods that Tracy likes and the things they need to prepare for her. Nick's hand has finally left my thigh and I was just finishing on my glass of water.

"We better go before the rain pours hard down again." Alec says.

The four of us starts standing up, Nick stands while finishing his glass of orange juice as I stood right next to him.

"I'll just drive Savannah back to her dorm then I'll catch up with you guys on buying the foods for Saturday and--" Aries said.

"I'll drive her." Nick cut him off.

Alec and Aries glanced at me, but I think I looked guilty in front of them and then they stared at Nick. He looked at them impassively. He's so good at hiding his emotions all to himself. I just stared at my feet while we were both heading to the door. Nick gazed at me and I don't know why he wants to drive me back to the dorm. But I want him to instead of Aries. I want to spend some time with him.

Just me and Nick.

"I need to get the borrowed book from her." Nick added.

"Oh. Yeah." I snapped.

I'm glad he remembered cos I totally forgot the moment I saw him.

He glanced at me. "Then I'll catch up with you guys. Text me."

Alec stares at Nick then looks over at me then back at Nick before smiling at himself. Aries just stares at Nick the entire time. I don't know what Alec is thinking but I hope he's not sensing something between me and his best friend. Alec pulled his head up still smiling at us.

"Alright. Let's go Aries." Alec starts heading out of the door and ran towards his car.

I stared at Aries but he's still looking at Nick eagerly belter moving his eyes to me. He smiled. "Bye angel. See you tomorrow."

"Yeah. See you. Drive safely." I said.

Aries heads out of the door and ran towards his car under the rain. He followed Alec's tracks right away and the next second I feel Nick's piercing gaze shot at me. I looked up to him. "What?"

I was expecting him to at least get a little bit jealous or mad cos I was with Aries. I was expecting him to fire me questions. I was expecting him to ask me why I was with Aries, or why we were having dinner together, or how many times have I had dinner alone with Aries. But then I'm sure he won't give a damn about it. I'm sure he won't care at all.

"I've been wanting to tell you since a while ago that you look beautiful tonight but I just didn't have the chance." He smiled.

It was the first time I've seen Nick smile since the time he sat down on the table with us. I smiled sheepishly. Well that was a lot better than what I expected.

"You look beautiful tonight Savannah." He said sexily.

He starts taking off his black leather jacket and suddenly placing it over me my shoulders. He stands close in front of me and his height is towering over me while he was busy fixing the collar of his jacket.

"Wouldn't want you to get sick. If you're sick I may not be able to kiss you." He said.

Im smiling shyly. My head looking up at his face then his eyes resting down at me. All of a sudden he winked at me.

Holy.

Nick just winked at me.

He heads to the door and I just sheepishly follow him. He gestured his hand to let me pass first. "After you."

was wet. I moved my eyes to him and his white

I'm wearing white

I'm so wet." I said as I

looked back at him. He's smirking while grabbing

have such a dirty

expecting him to kiss me here in his car and we'd make out right on top of his driver's seat. I wanted to ask him where he was for tv past three days. I wanted to ask him who he was with. But I'm not

it in anymore. I

He answered while his eyes

for three days?"

things. And

Someone?

Who?

Could it be Catherine?

looking for a company for your

you that?" He cocked his head

I nod.

but mostly it was visiting

could possibly be a guy. But why am I thinking that it's Catherine? It could be her. It could possibly be her.

affected by what he's telling you. Whoever Catherine is to him, you're not allowed to care or know

to get affected.

the rain was pouring harder and harder like how my mind and

god I didn't expect him to say that. He's

tell if he was jealous or he just really wanted to say that. Why? To get me to think that he's

and he

him to tell me to stay away from Aries cos he's a goddamn womanizer and that maybe he's just playing around with me. But he didn't

I sighed inwardly.

We were quiet again.

Awkward quiet. For me.

him pulling

snapped myself out of it and glanced at him. "I'll just...

to him and reached

him

know I didn't come here with

My. Heart. Just. Accelerated.

said a

"Come here." He instructs.

I startle. "W-what?"

on

feet were locked onto his inner thigh and I sat down on his lap. He looks up to me while his hand was cupping my cheek and brushing his thumb over

touch from him and I

and he was rubbing my spine. Oh god he surely knows what he's doing to me. He knows what to do. He knows really well. My arms splayed around his neck and shoulders as I feel our breaths on each

bottom of my spine and inserts them both into the garter of my shorts and my underwear then squeezes my ass. He bites my lower

fully naked. If ever we'll get caught by the dorm security, we can quickly change back." I

"Fine." He grabs a foil from his pocket and pulls down his pants along

Wow.

miss that length.

back on top of him and he kisses me right away, rubbing my sex. I moan on his mouth and I know he's busy putting the condom on him. I slowly push myself down on

escapes on my

cupping my cheeks again and pressing his lips

up at me. I move up and down and every single time I move down, his tip reaches my spot which causes me to moan even louder. I hold onto his shoulder for support and since the rain is

as I was staring at the car's ceiling. My mind is floating while I was riding him as I feel him pulling my shirt up and grabs my boobs off from my bra. I was letting him do it until I surprisingly feel him licking and sucking on my nipples. I gasp and then moaned. My hands grabbing onto his wet hair as

says while