Love Aint Always Pretty
Chapter 21: 21 Numinous
Numinous
- awed yet attracted; the powerful personal feeling of being overwhelmed and inspired
Origin: Latin
21
It was already midnight, almost one in the morning and I think Tracy is still at the frat party. She hasn't come back yet and I won't be worried cos I'm sure Nick is there with her. While as for myself, I'm busy reading this book and I'm already half way through after Nick borrowed it a while ago. The only light in my room was coming from the lampshade on my study table and this novel assigned to me is actually pretty good, despite the old English words used on this but it's amazing. I wish I could become one of New York's bestselling authors someday. All of a sudden my phone lights up right next to me and I quickly grabbed it.
A message from an unregistered number: Where are you?
Who's this? I replied.
Nick.
My heart raced and hands went cold as ice in a nanosecond. It's Nick.
How did you get my number? -Savannah
Robert. -Nick
Robert?? Who is Robert? -Savannah
I was kidding! Of course Tracy, who else? R u in the dorm? -Nick
Obviously. Where else would I be? Why? -Savannah
I was smiling and spurting little laughs while I was sending the message to Nick. I know we're both weird to each other. I wonder why he's texting me right now.
Can I come over? Right now? -Nick
Shit.
My eyes widened. Oh my god. Oh my god. Is he going to have sex with me right now? I quickly smelled my hair, it still smells good though. I tried smell my breath, it still smells mint. I smelled my armpit too and it smells fresh. Crap I haven't taken a shower before hitting the bed. I should've taken one a while ago! I haven't shaved too and I think my hair is growing down there and my legs. Oh goodness! Im getting nervous!
Why in hell am I nervous?!
Why are you coming over? -Savannah
You dropped your ID in my car. Now I have to drive it there since Tracy is already sleeping in my room. -Nick
That was the longest text he sent me since a while ago and I... Love it. It's weird I know but I love it. Every time I read his message it's like I'm hearing him saying it. This is so weird. I'm so weird.
Oh. Ok. I'll just be waiting for you to drop by then. -Savannah
Want something to eat? I can buy some midnight snacks for you before I give back your ID. -Nick
I smiled. He's changed. He is changing. He's unfolding a new side of Nick Wilde that Im currently starting to like it. Sweet though still impassive but at least he's showing a little care and thoughtfulness.
Anything will do. Thanks :) -Savannah
Ok. On my way. -Nick
Even on reading his message, I can still feel his coldheartedness.
But gosh my heart just really starts beating even harder right now than a while ago. I'm scared about the fact that he's coming. He's coming over at a time like this. I know he's just going to drop my ID here but why am I all fidgety? Why is my mind so bugged about it? Why am I nervous?
I feel like I can't even breathe right. God, my hands are still cold. I quickly put my hair down and stared at my reflection on my front cam. I look too bitchy. No, I'm putting my hair into a messy bun. I pulled my hair back up again and stared at myself on my phone once more. Longer than the usual. Better.
But I think it's sexier if my hair is down. I hope he'll get tempted by it.
My eyes narrowed.
Why did I say that? Why in hell am I worried of how I look? Why am I thinking about how to get him to notice me tonight? And why the hell am I thinking of doing him right now?
I slightly slapped my cheek to diss that thought. He's just going to drop off your ID Savannah. Don't get too flushed by your dirty thoughts. Don't get your hopes up. But if he motions of doing so, then don't say no. You signed up for this. You want this. I tell myself.
I tried to read again the novel from where I left it but it's no use. I'm just too excited that Nick is coming over. My mind just can't wait to see him even though I've seen him a while ago.
Around fifteen minutes have passed, a knock came by the door. A knock came in my fucking door. Good lord he's here. Oh god he's here. I quickly rushed to the door and exhaled before swinging it open. Nick stands before me and smelled so freaking good as if he just got off the shower but his hair was dry. His got a box of pizza on one hand and a white plastic bag on the other.
a delivery man." I teased while
you could already pass as
I was focusing more on him and his face. God he's super handsome and why is he hotter at a time like this? Or maybe my hormones are starting to rage cos it's already dawn. Maybe
come inside? I can't finish that box of pizza all to myself." I
pauses. Is he doubting to come
"Sure." He says.
door wide for him, "Why in hell is your
Shit. Shit. Shit.
purpose cos I want to screw him. Even though I really want to but gosh how can I be so clumsy when Nick is around? I quickly turned on the lights
reading the book and the lamp on the study table
say a word and just looked at me.
should thank me for that actually." I answered, it was half
on his throat and he closed
on the bed. My study table is full of stuff." I said.
I just offered him my bed. What are you thinking Savannah! Now he thinks even more that I really want it now. Why am I giving him mix signals that are all pointing to having sex
so paranoid. Of course he needs to put it on the bed cos your study table is not available and he'll understand. Just relax. Don't make him think you're thinking of
did what I told him to do. Everything was on my bed and he sits down as well. He stares at me eagerly as I walk closer to the bed. I take a seat right across him and his eyes are never leaving me.
It's awkward.
in a room on
smiled even though
I haven't had pizza for almost two weeks now and I quickly grabbed one for him then one for myself. We were just eating quietly and he ate the crust first then the pointed tip of the pizza. I love examining him when he's eating or he's doing
that he was securing the plastic
inside the plastic bag?"
I need." He answered, not looking at
need? Like hair gel? Deodorant? Shampoo?" I asked
you do grocery at a time
at me. "I didn't do grocery not at a time
are those
a guess. Maybe I have it inside." He
I
moving
He just pouted.
that was
"Nope." He answered.
be soda. Sodas
plastic bag but I can still see that stuff he's saying. It's a box, I think. I can't see it clearly though but it sure does look like a box.
as he take his second slice of pizza and I quickly snatched the plastic bag from beside him
it back Savannah." He said, putting down the
it back away from him. "What's wrong if I
He sighs.
him and he was holding the back of his neck. Awe, he's shy. I love it when Nick is shy in front of me. I pulled it out from the plastic bag and wiggled it in
condom?"
placed it
one from my wallet has
I laughed softly.
think I need a lot of those for us
Us.
real couple, like we were a real thing when he said that but no we
Nick Wilde is shy
a bite from his pizza while gazing
eyes widened when I saw the size, large. He quickly snatched it from my hand. I think he saw my eyes flaring when I read the label. I gazed at him
was being a maniac but after reading that label, I was starting
Mental face palm.
the room after throwing the trashes out, I was unknowingly on top of my bed, fixing my bedsheets bending my ass over facing the
just ate
expecting him that he'll leave that's why I was fixing my bed. Shit. I'm giving him signals again that I want to bed him. I don't
to me and my poor little heart is beating faster and faster and faster with every steps he's taking. He stands before me and leans forward. Holy crap is he gonna kiss me? His face is too close. Oh my goodness! His cold winter blue eyes locking with mine and both of us didn't blink for probably ten seconds. He takes a hold of the box of condom that was right next to me. Breathe Savannah. Don't let him
He's too close
It's too quiet.
It's too awkward.
lips and his hands resting
He can sense
just a little more and his lips will already land on mine. Just a little tiny space in between my lips from his lips. I can already feel
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