Love Aint Always Pretty

Zugzwang

- a situation where every possible move or decision is a bad one; one that will result in a damage or loss

Origin: German

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He licks his lips.

"Kiss me Nick." It's a plea.

Nick quickly crashes onto my lips without hesitations, invading all of my mouth and starts kissing me. I'm lost every time he kisses me. I'm lost every time he touches my body. I lose the ability to control my body when he takes over me. My limbs weaken when he brushes his hands on me. My hands now busy unbuttoning his pants and our kiss becomes more deeper.

Hard.

"Hmm, pepperoni." He teased.

I smiled at him before he kissed me back. He is smiling too, I feel his smile in between our kiss. He slowly pulls my shirt off from my head and slips my shorts together with my underwear off my legs. He unclasps my bra right away and he's such an expert to that. It's was even less than a second.

"Wow." He complimented while his eyes were busy looking at my breasts after he took off my bra. He gropes my breasts with both hands and squeezes it gently.

I smiled.

It was a good compliment from Nick. I never thought he'll get fascinated by my boobs. I can't stop smiling now but I need to stop smiling cos we're about to fuck.

He lays me down on the bed and he's on top of me, still fully clothe on. I'm naked before him. "This is unfair." I say.

He smirks.

"Should we turn off the lights?" I asked.

He shakes his head. "No. I wanna fuck you with the lights on."

I gulped. My baby fats. My stretch marks. My dark spots. My every flaw. My body parts that makes me feel so insecure will be shown.

"If you could just look at what I'm looking at right now. You're very beautiful." He say as if he's reading my mind.

I'm blushing.

"Every inch and corner of your body is beyond perfect Savannah." He continues while he takes a good look at me.

He can see all of my flaws before him well cos the lights were on and I don't know if I should be embarrassed by this now.

I place my lower lip in between my teeth. Nick starts taking off his shirt and threw it to the floor. He kicks off his shoes and pulls down his pants, leaving his boxer shorts. His erection is growing. I can see it.

"Can I taste you?" He asks.

I nod vigorously.

Oh yes Nick.

You can. You can taste me all you want.

His hands running over my inner thighs, making me feel like all my senses are alive. He's spreading my legs open for him and he keeps licking his lips while he's looking at me. His head down closely in between my thighs, he looks up to me like a lion before he lands his warm wet tongue on my sex. I gasp.

"Oh god." I moan.

inside. Then two. In and out repeatedly a little bit fast. I bite my lower lip hard. My legs are jerking. I tug his hair, pushing his face deeper down on my sex but he doesn't complain and he's even gaining speed now. I whimper with my eyes closed. He pulls out his fingers from me and holds both of my thighs to hold me against his mouth so I won't move away

my god!" I

he was stroking his erection. Now I see why

It's big.

really ridiculously big and I'm not even exaggerating about it.

And it's long too.

perfectly delicious.

a condom from the box, tears the foil and puts it on him. Now he's before me, he props to his elbow, feeling a little of his weight over my body but he's making sure he's not crushing me. He looks at me, searching for doubts in my eyes. No Nick, I'm not having second thoughts.

feel his whole considerably length entering me. I breathy gasped. Wow. Wow.

so tight."

I am. I feel it too. Or

pulls out

thrusting me. The bed makes a squeaky sound with every thrusts he does but both of us didn't care about it. It felt more of like a motivation on his part. He

He's fast.

He's pushing.

He's thrusting hard.

Very hard.

deep into the mattress. He takes both of my hands up and entwines his fingers on mine. I'm holding tight onto his hand while he's also doing the same thing. Our cheeks pressed together and I feel him licking my ear then I

god the

and he was

He just came.

moving down to my breasts. He licks my nipples. He gropes the left while he's licking the other one then he pulls away from me and disposes the condom. Dropping it to the floor. Now I see a good view of his abs, his V and

eyes open. I have to keep my eyes

on my mouth again but it was just briefly until he licks his tongue over my body, moving down down down. Oh yes, he's in between me again. His mouth on my sex again. Yes. Yes Nick.

I'm moaning.

I'm convulsing.

I'm....

Oh my god...

I'm....

I gasped.

moaned loud on the pillow. I pressed my face hard on it. I wouldn't wanna get kicked out of the dorm cos of this. My parents will kill me

hungrily works his mouth up to my body again and grabs the pillow off of my

"You okay?" He asks.

I am, even though he has

good

forehead on my forehead. "One

I nodded.

condom and I snatched it away

you know how

I teased him while I

and I'll make sure you can't walk tomorrow."

"Make me."

He's just smiling.

started putting it on him and he moans when I stroked his length. "Your

and kissed his lips

He smiled.

up above my head and he's entwining our fingers again. My toes are curling and my legs are feeling tight. His weight is on me and we're both sweating. His body holding me down the bed. I feel his length every time

get us caught." He said

while he bites my lower lip before landing his lips on my neck. He's kissing