Love Aint Always Pretty

Zugzwang

- a situation where every possible move or decision is a bad one; one that will result in a damage or loss

Origin: German

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He licks his lips.

"Kiss me Nick." It's a plea.

Nick quickly crashes onto my lips without hesitations, invading all of my mouth and starts kissing me. I'm lost every time he kisses me. I'm lost every time he touches my body. I lose the ability to control my body when he takes over me. My limbs weaken when he brushes his hands on me. My hands now busy unbuttoning his pants and our kiss becomes more deeper.

Hard.

"Hmm, pepperoni." He teased.

I smiled at him before he kissed me back. He is smiling too, I feel his smile in between our kiss. He slowly pulls my shirt off from my head and slips my shorts together with my underwear off my legs. He unclasps my bra right away and he's such an expert to that. It's was even less than a second.

"Wow." He complimented while his eyes were busy looking at my breasts after he took off my bra. He gropes my breasts with both hands and squeezes it gently.

I smiled.

It was a good compliment from Nick. I never thought he'll get fascinated by my boobs. I can't stop smiling now but I need to stop smiling cos we're about to fuck.

He lays me down on the bed and he's on top of me, still fully clothe on. I'm naked before him. "This is unfair." I say.

He smirks.

"Should we turn off the lights?" I asked.

He shakes his head. "No. I wanna fuck you with the lights on."

I gulped. My baby fats. My stretch marks. My dark spots. My every flaw. My body parts that makes me feel so insecure will be shown.

"If you could just look at what I'm looking at right now. You're very beautiful." He say as if he's reading my mind.

I'm blushing.

"Every inch and corner of your body is beyond perfect Savannah." He continues while he takes a good look at me.

He can see all of my flaws before him well cos the lights were on and I don't know if I should be embarrassed by this now.

I place my lower lip in between my teeth. Nick starts taking off his shirt and threw it to the floor. He kicks off his shoes and pulls down his pants, leaving his boxer shorts. His erection is growing. I can see it.

"Can I taste you?" He asks.

I nod vigorously.

Oh yes Nick.

You can. You can taste me all you want.

His hands running over my inner thighs, making me feel like all my senses are alive. He's spreading my legs open for him and he keeps licking his lips while he's looking at me. His head down closely in between my thighs, he looks up to me like a lion before he lands his warm wet tongue on my sex. I gasp.

"Oh god." I moan.

his tongue hard against my nub and licks it continuously fast. He's not stopping on licking me. Oh god. Oh god. I feel a finger going inside. Then two. In and out repeatedly a little bit fast. I bite my lower lip hard. My legs are jerking. I tug his hair, pushing his face deeper down on my sex but he doesn't complain and he's even gaining speed now. I whimper with my eyes closed. He pulls out his fingers from me and holds both of my thighs

I squeezed my right

jaws dropped while he was stroking his erection. Now I see why he needs a large

It's big.

and I'm

And it's long too.

perfectly

elbow, feeling a little of his weight over my body but he's making sure he's not crushing me. He looks at me,

rubbing on me, until I slowly feel his whole considerably length entering me. I breathy gasped. Wow. Wow. Wow. It's consuming all the space inside that hole too much.

so tight."

know I am. I feel it too. Or maybe

move out slow then gets inside and then pulls out and then inside and then he's

a squeaky sound with every thrusts he does but both of us didn't care about it. It felt more of like a motivation on his part. He groans. He curses. He calls out my name. He moans. He curses again. He was loud but I understand cos this was

He's fast.

He's pushing.

He's thrusting hard.

Very hard.

the way out and slams into me once more. He does it several times and I just lie down with my heels digging deep into the mattress. He takes both of my hands up and entwines

god the

heavily. His forehead dropping to my shoulder and he was

He just came.

Gently sucking before moving down to my breasts. He licks my nipples. He gropes the left while he's licking the other one then he pulls away from me and disposes the condom. Dropping it to the floor. Now I see a good view of his

keep my eyes open. I have to

over my body, moving down down down. Oh yes, he's in between me again. His mouth on my sex again. Yes. Yes Nick. He inserts two fingers again and his tongue

I'm moaning.

I'm convulsing.

I'm....

Oh my god...

I'm....

I gasped.

loud on the pillow. I pressed my face hard on it. I wouldn't wanna get kicked out of the dorm cos

works his mouth up to my body again and grabs the pillow

"You okay?" He asks.

I am, even though he has abstained sex

You're so fucking good for a virgin."

resting his forehead

I nodded.

it away from him. "I'll

"Do you know

virgin here." I teased him while I

virgin again and I'll make

blushed. "Make

He's just smiling.

he moans when I stroked his length. "Your hands

kissed his lips quickly. "Do

He smiled.

me again and this time he's even more rapid than a while ago. He keeps kissing my lips then the next seconds he's sucking my breasts while thrusting. He spreads my hands up above my head and he's entwining our fingers again. My toes are curling and my legs are feeling tight. His weight is on me and we're both sweating. His body holding me down the bed. I feel his length every time he pulls it back out and

get us caught." He

lip before landing his lips on my neck. He's kissing me there and biting me too. He's gaining