Love Aint Always Pretty

Zugzwang

- a situation where every possible move or decision is a bad one; one that will result in a damage or loss

Origin: German

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He licks his lips.

"Kiss me Nick." It's a plea.

Nick quickly crashes onto my lips without hesitations, invading all of my mouth and starts kissing me. I'm lost every time he kisses me. I'm lost every time he touches my body. I lose the ability to control my body when he takes over me. My limbs weaken when he brushes his hands on me. My hands now busy unbuttoning his pants and our kiss becomes more deeper.

Hard.

"Hmm, pepperoni." He teased.

I smiled at him before he kissed me back. He is smiling too, I feel his smile in between our kiss. He slowly pulls my shirt off from my head and slips my shorts together with my underwear off my legs. He unclasps my bra right away and he's such an expert to that. It's was even less than a second.

"Wow." He complimented while his eyes were busy looking at my breasts after he took off my bra. He gropes my breasts with both hands and squeezes it gently.

I smiled.

It was a good compliment from Nick. I never thought he'll get fascinated by my boobs. I can't stop smiling now but I need to stop smiling cos we're about to fuck.

He lays me down on the bed and he's on top of me, still fully clothe on. I'm naked before him. "This is unfair." I say.

He smirks.

"Should we turn off the lights?" I asked.

He shakes his head. "No. I wanna fuck you with the lights on."

I gulped. My baby fats. My stretch marks. My dark spots. My every flaw. My body parts that makes me feel so insecure will be shown.

"If you could just look at what I'm looking at right now. You're very beautiful." He say as if he's reading my mind.

I'm blushing.

"Every inch and corner of your body is beyond perfect Savannah." He continues while he takes a good look at me.

He can see all of my flaws before him well cos the lights were on and I don't know if I should be embarrassed by this now.

I place my lower lip in between my teeth. Nick starts taking off his shirt and threw it to the floor. He kicks off his shoes and pulls down his pants, leaving his boxer shorts. His erection is growing. I can see it.

"Can I taste you?" He asks.

I nod vigorously.

Oh yes Nick.

You can. You can taste me all you want.

His hands running over my inner thighs, making me feel like all my senses are alive. He's spreading my legs open for him and he keeps licking his lips while he's looking at me. His head down closely in between my thighs, he looks up to me like a lion before he lands his warm wet tongue on my sex. I gasp.

"Oh god." I moan.

fast. He's not stopping on licking me. Oh god. Oh god. I feel a finger going inside. Then two. In and out repeatedly a little bit fast. I bite my lower lip hard. My legs are jerking. I tug his hair, pushing his face deeper down on my sex but he doesn't complain and he's even gaining speed now. I whimper with my eyes closed. He pulls out his

god!" I squeezed

stopped then he quickly takes off his boxers. My jaws dropped while he was stroking his erection. Now

It's big.

really ridiculously big and I'm not even exaggerating about

And it's long too.

perfectly

he's before me, he props to his elbow, feeling a little of his weight over my body but he's making sure he's not crushing me. He looks at me, searching for doubts in my eyes. No Nick, I'm not having second thoughts. I

length entering me. I breathy gasped. Wow. Wow. Wow. It's consuming all the

so tight." He

it too. Or

and then pulls out and then inside and

landed into mine and I was moaning on his mouth too while he was thrusting me. The bed makes a squeaky sound with every thrusts he does but both of us didn't care about it. It felt more of like a motivation on his part. He groans. He curses. He calls out my name. He moans. He curses again. He was loud but I understand cos this was his first sex after eight years of

He's fast.

He's pushing.

He's thrusting hard.

Very hard.

then pull all the way out and slams into me once more. He does it several times and I just lie down with my heels digging deep into the mattress. He takes both of my hands up and entwines

the

and he was still

He just came.

down to my breasts. He licks my nipples. He gropes the left while he's licking the other one then he pulls away from me and disposes the condom. Dropping it to the floor. Now I see a good view of his abs, his V and oh his bare delicious length. He bites his lower lip while he was watching over my body. He spreads my legs

to keep my eyes open. I have to keep my

he's in between me again. His mouth on my sex again. Yes. Yes Nick. He inserts

I'm moaning.

I'm convulsing.

I'm....

Oh my god...

I'm....

I gasped.

hold it in anymore. I moaned loud on the pillow. I pressed my face hard on it. I wouldn't wanna get kicked out of the dorm cos of this. My parents will

up to my body again and grabs the pillow off of my face. He

"You okay?" He asks.

experienced than I am, even though he

good for a virgin." I

forehead

I nodded.

I snatched it away from

"Do you

I teased him

make sure you can't walk tomorrow."

blushed. "Make me."

He's just smiling.

on him and he moans when I stroked

and kissed his lips

He smiled.

up above my head and he's entwining our fingers again. My toes are curling and my legs are feeling tight. His weight is on me and we're both sweating. His body holding me down the bed. I feel his length every time he pulls it back out and goes back in. I like it when he does that. I whimper but as I was

get us caught." He

landing his lips on my neck. He's kissing me there and