Love Aint Always Pretty

Zugzwang

- a situation where every possible move or decision is a bad one; one that will result in a damage or loss

Origin: German

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He licks his lips.

"Kiss me Nick." It's a plea.

Nick quickly crashes onto my lips without hesitations, invading all of my mouth and starts kissing me. I'm lost every time he kisses me. I'm lost every time he touches my body. I lose the ability to control my body when he takes over me. My limbs weaken when he brushes his hands on me. My hands now busy unbuttoning his pants and our kiss becomes more deeper.

Hard.

"Hmm, pepperoni." He teased.

I smiled at him before he kissed me back. He is smiling too, I feel his smile in between our kiss. He slowly pulls my shirt off from my head and slips my shorts together with my underwear off my legs. He unclasps my bra right away and he's such an expert to that. It's was even less than a second.

"Wow." He complimented while his eyes were busy looking at my breasts after he took off my bra. He gropes my breasts with both hands and squeezes it gently.

I smiled.

It was a good compliment from Nick. I never thought he'll get fascinated by my boobs. I can't stop smiling now but I need to stop smiling cos we're about to fuck.

He lays me down on the bed and he's on top of me, still fully clothe on. I'm naked before him. "This is unfair." I say.

He smirks.

"Should we turn off the lights?" I asked.

He shakes his head. "No. I wanna fuck you with the lights on."

I gulped. My baby fats. My stretch marks. My dark spots. My every flaw. My body parts that makes me feel so insecure will be shown.

"If you could just look at what I'm looking at right now. You're very beautiful." He say as if he's reading my mind.

I'm blushing.

"Every inch and corner of your body is beyond perfect Savannah." He continues while he takes a good look at me.

He can see all of my flaws before him well cos the lights were on and I don't know if I should be embarrassed by this now.

I place my lower lip in between my teeth. Nick starts taking off his shirt and threw it to the floor. He kicks off his shoes and pulls down his pants, leaving his boxer shorts. His erection is growing. I can see it.

"Can I taste you?" He asks.

I nod vigorously.

Oh yes Nick.

You can. You can taste me all you want.

His hands running over my inner thighs, making me feel like all my senses are alive. He's spreading my legs open for him and he keeps licking his lips while he's looking at me. His head down closely in between my thighs, he looks up to me like a lion before he lands his warm wet tongue on my sex. I gasp.

"Oh god." I moan.

tongue hard against my nub and licks it continuously fast. He's not stopping on licking me. Oh god. Oh god. I feel a finger going inside. Then two. In and out repeatedly a little bit fast. I bite my lower lip hard. My legs are jerking. I tug his hair, pushing his face deeper down on my sex but he doesn't complain and he's even gaining speed now. I whimper with my eyes closed. He pulls out his fingers from

god!" I squeezed my

boxers. My jaws dropped while he was stroking his erection.

It's big.

big and I'm not even

And it's long too.

It's perfectly

from the box, tears the foil and puts it on him. Now he's before me, he props to his elbow, feeling a little of his weight over my body but he's making sure he's not crushing me. He looks at me, searching for doubts in my eyes. No Nick, I'm not having second thoughts. I so

me. I breathy gasped. Wow.

so tight." He

I feel it too.

pulls out and then inside and

does but both of us didn't care about it. It felt more of like a motivation on his part.

He's fast.

He's pushing.

He's thrusting hard.

Very hard.

in all of a sudden then pull all the way out and slams into me once more. He does it several times and I just lie down with my heels digging deep into the mattress. He takes both of my hands up and entwines his fingers on mine. I'm holding tight onto his hand while he's also doing the same thing. Our cheeks pressed together and I feel him licking my ear then I feel him kissing me

the

heavily. His forehead dropping to my shoulder and he was still tensed.

He just came.

He licks my nipples. He gropes the left while he's licking the other one then he pulls away from me and disposes the condom. Dropping it to

eyes open. I have to keep

again. His mouth on my sex again. Yes. Yes Nick. He inserts two fingers again and his

I'm moaning.

I'm convulsing.

I'm....

Oh my god...

I'm....

I gasped.

I pressed my face hard on it. I wouldn't wanna get kicked out of the dorm cos of this. My

grabs the pillow off of my face. He smiles before kissing

"You okay?" He asks.

I am, even though he has abstained sex for

so fucking good for a virgin." I

his forehead on my forehead. "One

I nodded.

for another condom and I snatched it away from him. "I'll

smiled. "Do you know how

the virgin here." I teased him while I start opening the

virgin again and I'll make sure you can't walk tomorrow."

"Make me."

He's just smiling.

putting it on him and he moans when I stroked

and kissed his lips quickly.

He smiled.

are feeling

going to get us caught."

Harder. Faster. My hands now holding tight on his hand while he bites my lower lip before landing his lips on my neck. He's kissing me there and biting me too. He's gaining now. Catching up his pace. He's breathing