Love Aint Always Pretty

Zugzwang

- a situation where every possible move or decision is a bad one; one that will result in a damage or loss

Origin: German

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He licks his lips.

"Kiss me Nick." It's a plea.

Nick quickly crashes onto my lips without hesitations, invading all of my mouth and starts kissing me. I'm lost every time he kisses me. I'm lost every time he touches my body. I lose the ability to control my body when he takes over me. My limbs weaken when he brushes his hands on me. My hands now busy unbuttoning his pants and our kiss becomes more deeper.

Hard.

"Hmm, pepperoni." He teased.

I smiled at him before he kissed me back. He is smiling too, I feel his smile in between our kiss. He slowly pulls my shirt off from my head and slips my shorts together with my underwear off my legs. He unclasps my bra right away and he's such an expert to that. It's was even less than a second.

"Wow." He complimented while his eyes were busy looking at my breasts after he took off my bra. He gropes my breasts with both hands and squeezes it gently.

I smiled.

It was a good compliment from Nick. I never thought he'll get fascinated by my boobs. I can't stop smiling now but I need to stop smiling cos we're about to fuck.

He lays me down on the bed and he's on top of me, still fully clothe on. I'm naked before him. "This is unfair." I say.

He smirks.

"Should we turn off the lights?" I asked.

He shakes his head. "No. I wanna fuck you with the lights on."

I gulped. My baby fats. My stretch marks. My dark spots. My every flaw. My body parts that makes me feel so insecure will be shown.

"If you could just look at what I'm looking at right now. You're very beautiful." He say as if he's reading my mind.

I'm blushing.

"Every inch and corner of your body is beyond perfect Savannah." He continues while he takes a good look at me.

He can see all of my flaws before him well cos the lights were on and I don't know if I should be embarrassed by this now.

I place my lower lip in between my teeth. Nick starts taking off his shirt and threw it to the floor. He kicks off his shoes and pulls down his pants, leaving his boxer shorts. His erection is growing. I can see it.

"Can I taste you?" He asks.

I nod vigorously.

Oh yes Nick.

You can. You can taste me all you want.

His hands running over my inner thighs, making me feel like all my senses are alive. He's spreading my legs open for him and he keeps licking his lips while he's looking at me. His head down closely in between my thighs, he looks up to me like a lion before he lands his warm wet tongue on my sex. I gasp.

"Oh god." I moan.

me. Oh god. Oh god. I feel a finger going inside. Then two. In and out repeatedly a little bit fast. I bite my lower lip hard. My legs are jerking. I tug his hair, pushing his face deeper down on my sex but he doesn't complain and he's even gaining speed now. I whimper with my eyes closed. He pulls out his fingers from me and holds

I

jaws dropped while he was stroking his erection. Now I see why

It's big.

really ridiculously big and I'm not even

And it's long too.

perfectly delicious.

box, tears the foil and puts it on him. Now he's before me, he props to his elbow, feeling a little of his weight over my body but he's making sure he's not crushing me. He looks at me, searching for doubts in my eyes. No Nick, I'm not having second thoughts. I so want this now.

considerably length entering me. I breathy gasped. Wow. Wow. Wow. It's consuming all the space inside that hole too much.

tight."

am. I feel it too. Or maybe you're

move out slow then gets inside and then pulls out and then inside and then he's getting

care about it. It felt more of like a motivation on his part. He groans. He curses. He calls out my name. He moans. He curses again. He was loud but I understand cos this was his first

He's fast.

He's pushing.

He's thrusting hard.

Very hard.

down with my heels digging deep into the mattress. He takes both of my hands up and entwines his fingers on mine. I'm holding tight onto his hand while he's also doing the same thing.

the sensation.

forehead dropping to my shoulder and he was still tensed. Still shaking. Still deep

He just came.

he's licking the other one then he pulls away from me and disposes the condom. Dropping it to the floor. Now I see a good view of his abs, his V and oh his bare delicious length. He bites his lower

keep my eyes open. I have to keep

my mouth again but it was just briefly until he licks his tongue over my body, moving down down down. Oh yes, he's in between me again. His mouth on my sex again. Yes. Yes Nick. He inserts two fingers again and his tongue pressed on my skin. He does it together making my body arch

I'm moaning.

I'm convulsing.

I'm....

Oh my god...

I'm....

I gasped.

and covered my face cos I couldn't hold it in anymore. I moaned loud on the pillow. I pressed my face hard on it. I wouldn't wanna get

his mouth up to my body again and grabs the pillow off of my

"You okay?" He asks.

one more experienced than I am, even though he has abstained sex for eight

good for

while resting his forehead on my forehead. "One

I nodded.

condom and I snatched it away from him. "I'll put

smiled. "Do you

You're the virgin here." I teased him while I start opening

I'll make sure you can't

"Make me."

He's just smiling.

when I stroked

his lips quickly. "Do your

He smiled.

He keeps kissing my lips then the next seconds he's sucking my breasts while thrusting. He spreads my hands up above my head and he's entwining our fingers again. My toes are curling and my legs are feeling tight. His weight is on me and we're both

us caught." He

my lower lip before landing his lips on my neck. He's kissing me there and biting