Love Aint Always Pretty
Chapter 49: 49 Lítost
Lítost
- regret and remorse and repentance; a state of agony and torment; or sorrow said to be "created by the sudden sight of one's own misery"
Origin: Czech
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I just glued my eyes at his name while it was appearing on my screen. I didn't answer his call. I couldn't answer his call. I don't want to answer his call then it went off. My heart feels heavy.
Why on earth is he still calling? Will he want to ask about what he saw? Will he ask about my kiss with Aries? Why would he act like he care when he knows he shouldn't act this way?
My phone rings again.
Nick calling...
I answer it.
He exhales. "Where did you go?"
I walked out of the elevator and walked to my dorm. I entered the room and I still didn't answer Nick. He's waiting for my answer too. Tracy wasn't around, I'm sure she's with Clyde. I leaned my back against the door and I feel my heart beating faster.
"Where in hell did you go with Aries, Savannah?" He asked again. He sounds mad at me.
I exhale. "Why do you act like you're concerned about where I went to with Aries? I can go anywhere with any guy I want Nick. I don't need your permission."
I hang up.
My phone rings again.
Damn it Nick!
Nick calling...
I rejected his call but then my phone rings once again just in a split second.
Nick calling...
I answered it. "What do you want from me? I need to sleep Nick!"
"Open your goddamn door Savannah."
My brows creasing.
"Open your fucking door!" He demands while there was a slam on my door that made me flinch.
I exhale. He's outside.
I turned to face the door and took a deep breath in before I opened it. He's here. He's really right outside my room. I hang up on him and he barged his way inside.
"Didn't you leave already?" I asked as my eyebrow arching.
"I came back. I need to talk to you about what I saw." He says.
I looked away. He really saw it. He really saw me kissing Aries. Good. He saw it. I wanted Nick to see it too, cos it'll make me realize if he actually cared or not. If it actually make him jealous or not.
"Where did you go with him?" He asks. Sounded as if he's demanding an answer from me.
My head moves back to Nick and he's looking at me angrily as if I did something really unforgivable. His eyes are piercing into me and he's actually mad. I know he is. It wasn't the same face he had when he saw me with Dustin. His brows are furrowing and his jaw is clenched.
"Answer me." He says.
"I don't have to explain anything to you. You don't have the right to know where I went to with Aries." I defended myself.
you mean to say I can also fuck any woman
my arms together against my breasts. "Go. Be free. Fuck a lot of women as much as you want to.
that cos I only
give in Savannah. You're stronger
can't you just admit to yourself that you're fucking jealous?! You get freaking jealous when I'm with another man. You're jealous when you see me with someone else. You get jealous but you don't admit it to yourself!"
Maybe I am jealous cos you kissed Aries! Now where
know Nick. You and I are not in a commitment."
He laughs humorlessly.
you go fuck?" He
My eyes widened.
Was he better when he ate you? Was he bigger than I am? Did he make you scream?
hand up and palm landed on his cheek. I slapped Nick. I slapped him hard. My tears are brimming out from my eyes and it falls down on my cheeks. His face looking over to
fucking think I'm that kind of woman?! You think I could
looks at me as if he was sorry. His eyes are rueful. His eyes looked angry a while ago and now they look soft. He licks his lips and
a label, but Nick I've never had sex with another man aside
much already. I always say it's too much but right now
pull myself away from him.
sorry. It just came out. I'm sorry.
say
"Savannah please."
out!" I yelled
he could tell me that. I never imagined he could say that to me
motioned to the door and my jaw dropped when I saw Tracy standing by the doorway. Nick was shocked too. We didn't notice the door opening. We didn't notice that someone came in. She looked at us confused and troubled. I wonder how long she
two..." Tracy seemed surprised like
she couldn't believe the things she
backs? Behind me?! Savannah I thought you trust me?! Why didn't you even tell me anything about this?!" Tracy's voice raising
"I'm sorry." I say.
you. But you didn't listen. Now how
I closed my eyes.
answer that
at least going to court her Nick?"
"No." Nick answers.
Still no hesitation on his
I sigh.
You use women. I never
are escaping from
just fucking her? Just like
is all
so stupid now after all those times we were together. God Nick are you really going to keep on treating Savannah this cheap? She deserves more than just to be your fuck girl!"
It's okay."
He's my brother. You're my roommate. You're a close friend now. I can't let him do this to you! You're an innocent girl. You're too innocent for him. It's like
him Tracy." I cut her off and my tears
lip parted in
he wants to and as long as he needs me cos I love him." I
him that he knows about how I feel and his stares seemed to answer her question. Tracy shakes her head. I feel so low of myself. I tell myself I don't deserve
for his own pleasure. You should be stopping
shake my head and cried
when he'll get tired of you, what's
"I don't know." I answer
I ruined
better Nick. She's only eighteen and
to, it's our choice. She's letting me do it anyways. I didn't even stop you from getting into a relationship with Clyde and you know I don't like him for you but you still said yes to him. So don't get
them to fight because of me. I don't want to hear those words coming from their
yours.
will hurt her Nick. You will give her false hope and women will always fall first as you see now.
I'm sobbing.
I'm crying.
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