Love Aint Always Pretty

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- love-struck

Origin: English

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"Why are we here?" I asked with a confused look on my face.

He just smiled at me. My brows creasing by his response. I'm confused and I'm scared. It's not that I don't trust him but what in hell are we doing here? We stepped out of the car and I noticed that he had a golf club on his hand. My eyes widened. Shit, is he going to fight someone in here? Why did he bring me here? Is he looking for trouble?

"Are you going to break someone's windows in here?" I ask.

He gazes at his golf club and laughs. "No. I hope you know how to play golf."

Golf?

There is a golf course here?

He just grabbed my hand while he was carrying the packs of beer on the other hand along with the golf club. I trust Aries but I just don't know what exactly were we gonna do around here. We headed right inside the building then got into an elevator. My heart was actually thumping inside my chest for some reason but I'm still going with him anyways.

When the elevator opens, I noticed that we reached the last floor of the building, which lead us to the rooftop. There was a couch under a shade of the roof and a box of golf balls too.

"You live here?" I ask.

He chuckles. "No."

"Then who?"

"My dad owns this apartment and this entire rooftop is mine. No one's allowed to come here but me. This is my favorite place." He answered.

He leads me close to the edge of the building and it was insanely windy. I kept pushing my hair back behind my ears.

"You see that?" He points.

I gasp.

"It's a port." I say.

I look at the entirety of the view and it was astoundingly beautiful at a time like this. "Oh my gosh Aries this place is totally awesome!"

"I know right?"

"I mean the lights from the city and the port plus you can see that lighting bridge from afar. Over there! Wow."

"That's why it's my favorite place. It's so peaceful here."

I smiled. "It's the place where you hide from your women, isn't it?"

He laughs.

"You don't need to answer that." I say.

He just smiles at me.

I smile back as I take a longer time in admiring the view. It was undeniably a sight to watch at night. It's a place where you can hide from people who you want to hide from. Nick includes that. I don't know why I feel the need to hide from him sometimes, but I hurt do. Aries walks away from me and I just kept looking over at the city lights that was before me. The last time I saw city lights was that time when I confessed to Nick. I sigh inwardly as I remember that day. It was one of the biggest highlights in my life.

All of a sudden a music started playing and I looked over to my shoulder to find Aries walking back to me and handed me a can of beer.

"Tell me if you don't want to drink anymore, I wouldn't want you get drunk on a school night." He says.

I accepted the beer. "Thanks."

He stands next to me while holding his can of beer on his hand. We sat down on the edge but we were careful enough not to fall to the edge.

usually come

much

take a long drink from my

up with

on my beer but I tried to fake it that I wasn't shocked by what he asked

do you mean?"

At

Shit.

Nick. Or maybe I'm just thinking

is up

"Nick's a total ass most of the times and he doesn't really care about people around

"Nothing's up with

stares at me for

play golf." He

pulls me back to the couch and grabbed the golf club then a few balls. He lets me stand on this mini box while placing the

"Here." He says.

I accepted it.

to play right?" He

I nod.

is making you sad.

sure?" I

He nods vigorously.

want to try it. I swing

cheers for me while he was handing me

a long drink from it and he

"Again." He says.

"Your turn." I said.

aside for

as I step down from the mini box. I held his can of beer for him while he starts to hit the ball. He hit it much force than I could and he screamed as well. It was fun. I could let go of my sadness like this. I

is for the guys out there who just fucks!!" I

laughs louder. "For

"You belong on

turns on playing it until we were on our second can of beer. I was getting tipsy but I was still enjoying too much. We ran out of golf balls and my arms feel sore. As a new song starts

huh life's like

that's the way

shit I love this song." I

too! We should sing it.

we were blasting the music loudly, this was my jam tonight. We raised our

on one but you've become!!" I screamed while I was singing out loud. I think I'm out of tune but I don't care. I was singing it for Nick, as if he was around here and listening

watching you're back like you can't relax." Aries is now singing too. He's drunk but not too drunk. He's not much

me!!" Aries and I screamed

toon a deep breath

way you're acting

was for

me

we have is

Fucked up.

Screwed up.

Totally complicated.

filling my eyes but I just shut it, hoping it won't fall down my cheeks. I'm still singing so badly. My voice is crooked but I'm still singing. I'm still letting it all out. I didn't care if Aries was here cos he's

have I been such a drinker, but alcohols do make you feel at least you can forget your problems just for one night and even though I know tomorrow, the pain will still be there, at least even for

singing and screaming. It was fun. It was what I need. Another Avril Lavigne song plays and I'm

count the steps that

how much

the pieces of

I exhale.

a sudden Aries was wiping something from

"You're crying." He says.