Love Aint Always Pretty

Chapter 50: 50 Panimalos

Panimalos

Translation: revenge

Origin: Cebuano

50

"Trace?" I called out to her.

She sits on her bed as she looks back at me. Tracy was busy putting on her ankle boots, getting ready for another night out.

"You haven't talked to me for three days now since that night. I'm really sorry." I say.

She exhales. "I'm not mad at you Savannah. I'm mad at Nick."

I walked to Tracy and sat down right next to her. "You still haven't talked to him?"

"I did. The other day. I'm hurting for you too. When you told me you loved my brother, I just wanted to hold you cos he will only hurt you Savannah. He could never be giving you back that kind of love you feel for him." Tracy tells me.

I sigh.

"But I know that no matter how I tell you to stop with whatever you have with him, you won't listen to me." She added.

I smiled at her ruefully.

"Do you really love him?" She asks.

"Yeah." I answered softly.

Tracy hugs me tight right away as if she knows my pain. As if she had felt this kind of pain before. She rubs my back slowly and I wrapped my arms around her. Tracy was like an older sister to me and she treats me well.

"I love him so much Tracy... that I would do anything for him. I'll sacrifice everything for him even though it already hurts. I'll try to deal with the pain. I'll try to be strong for myself." I cried on her shoulder.

"Oh Savannah. I just couldn't stand seeing you getting hurt over Nick. I told you he's not capable of loving someone new anymore. The best advice I could give you is to give up what you feel for Nick. I'm sorry for being so blunt but I'm your friend. I need to tell it straight to your face that what you have with him will lead to nowhere. Why'd you even allow yourself to get involve?" She asks.

"I thought I could handle it. But it's gotten out of control. And right now I.." I answered.

I sigh heavily.

"I just need him. He makes me feel special." I said weakly.

She pulled herself away from me and wiped my tears. "Come with me. I'm going out and you need to party. At least have fun just for one night."

"Where?"

"The frat house."

I shake my head. "After that night, I haven't talked to Nick. I don't think I'm ready to face him."

"Don't worry. Nick isn't around today. He said he left for the weekend."

My brows creasing. "Where he went to?"

"I don't know. He didn't say."

I exhale. Here I go again, looking for him when he's not around. Here I go again, wondering where he might could've been by now. And here I go again, thinking that he's with Catherine by now, spending his weekend with her.

"So he's not gonna be there?" I asked.

She nods.

"Why are you avoiding Nick?" She asked.

"I don't know. I just feel the need to avoid him cos I thought you were so mad at me." I say.

Tracy smiled. "I'm not. I really wanna help you with Nick cos--"

"Don't. I know he's not gonna fall for me. I couldn't compete with Catherine and for the past eight years she's all he thinks about. I couldn't change that." I say.

She pushes my hair behind my ear.

"When are you gonna stop?" She asks.

"Once I've had enough." I say.

Tracy stands and pulls me up. "Let's stop being so melodramatic and head to the party. Shall we?"

I smile.

conversation after we fought that night and I haven't seen him around too. I always worry when I don't see him cos it just means he's with Catherine and I always get mad at myself cos

I hear Aries calling

smiled at

huh?" He

tired. I need

been a massive drinker

the Margarita from his hand and drank it all. I know it was a Margarita cos it was what I drank when Nick snatched it from my hand when a guy offered it to me. I squint my eyes and feel my throat

take margaritas now too. You know what, let's take it

coughed. "God I needed

we

I nod.

to the dance floor and we were dancing to this wicked beat being played by the DJ. The streaks of red and blue were hitting on our faces. I feel Aries' hand holding onto my waist while I was grinding on him. I don't care who was watching. I don't care who will catch us. I don't care if his millions of admirers will

him up. I just don't know when and how to give him up. I don't know

this pain but for

my mind. The margarita is getting into my system. I'm feeling a little bit

so wild

side of

cheek. "I

sit and everyone was getting ready for the spin

gazed at them.

I say down right next to Tracy while Aries was

going to play as

dare." Penny

playing?" I

won't let me. Nick told him to babysit me." Tracy

"Okay.

in here?" Romeo calls out everyone's attention who'd still want to join our

accepted it then took a quick

"I'll play."

Holy shit no.

joining us on the couch. Tracy and I stared at each other eagerly in synch. He was sitting down right across me. His usual

here?" I whisper to

no idea why he's here. He said

you weren't

Nick didn't answer her.

the game shall

"How about...." Penny trails.

moved to

play I Never."

that game? I asked

while since we haven't played that game. It's gonna be so much fun for sure." Penny

don't play with them." Tracy tell me right

Tracy. Savannah already joined."

and they all seemed to

not playing."

gonna be fun. Don't be a

play." I said,

I stared at Nick for

her

my attention

giving me a death stare now for entering the

it, they take off a layer of clothing. If you refuse to take off a clothing, you'll

gulped. This is

little bit of a mixture of spin the bottle."

to join and Nick

getting pussy Jamie Sullivan." Penny teases

at her.

then."

my cup. I'm nervous as fuck. I've

way. Alright?"

Everyone cheers and agrees.

never fucked in a community shower before." Romeo says

was laughing and teasing Romeo like it was some kind of

Shit.

and I'm looking back. I started taking off my blazer and Nick started taking off his black leather jacket. I

that saved me from being naked while the others were already on

never had sex this week." One

and started taking off my belt alongside with the others. Nick started taking

licked a pussy this week." One man

already shirtless and were left with their boxers on. From the corner of my eye, Nick is starting to pull off his shirt from his head and all the other females were squealing. Ugh, I know he's hot. Stop drooling over what's mine. I

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