Love Aint Always Pretty

Chapter 50: 50 Panimalos

Panimalos

Translation: revenge

Origin: Cebuano

50

"Trace?" I called out to her.

She sits on her bed as she looks back at me. Tracy was busy putting on her ankle boots, getting ready for another night out.

"You haven't talked to me for three days now since that night. I'm really sorry." I say.

She exhales. "I'm not mad at you Savannah. I'm mad at Nick."

I walked to Tracy and sat down right next to her. "You still haven't talked to him?"

"I did. The other day. I'm hurting for you too. When you told me you loved my brother, I just wanted to hold you cos he will only hurt you Savannah. He could never be giving you back that kind of love you feel for him." Tracy tells me.

I sigh.

"But I know that no matter how I tell you to stop with whatever you have with him, you won't listen to me." She added.

I smiled at her ruefully.

"Do you really love him?" She asks.

"Yeah." I answered softly.

Tracy hugs me tight right away as if she knows my pain. As if she had felt this kind of pain before. She rubs my back slowly and I wrapped my arms around her. Tracy was like an older sister to me and she treats me well.

"I love him so much Tracy... that I would do anything for him. I'll sacrifice everything for him even though it already hurts. I'll try to deal with the pain. I'll try to be strong for myself." I cried on her shoulder.

"Oh Savannah. I just couldn't stand seeing you getting hurt over Nick. I told you he's not capable of loving someone new anymore. The best advice I could give you is to give up what you feel for Nick. I'm sorry for being so blunt but I'm your friend. I need to tell it straight to your face that what you have with him will lead to nowhere. Why'd you even allow yourself to get involve?" She asks.

"I thought I could handle it. But it's gotten out of control. And right now I.." I answered.

I sigh heavily.

"I just need him. He makes me feel special." I said weakly.

She pulled herself away from me and wiped my tears. "Come with me. I'm going out and you need to party. At least have fun just for one night."

"Where?"

"The frat house."

I shake my head. "After that night, I haven't talked to Nick. I don't think I'm ready to face him."

"Don't worry. Nick isn't around today. He said he left for the weekend."

My brows creasing. "Where he went to?"

"I don't know. He didn't say."

I exhale. Here I go again, looking for him when he's not around. Here I go again, wondering where he might could've been by now. And here I go again, thinking that he's with Catherine by now, spending his weekend with her.

"So he's not gonna be there?" I asked.

She nods.

"Why are you avoiding Nick?" She asked.

"I don't know. I just feel the need to avoid him cos I thought you were so mad at me." I say.

Tracy smiled. "I'm not. I really wanna help you with Nick cos--"

"Don't. I know he's not gonna fall for me. I couldn't compete with Catherine and for the past eight years she's all he thinks about. I couldn't change that." I say.

She pushes my hair behind my ear.

"When are you gonna stop?" She asks.

"Once I've had enough." I say.

Tracy stands and pulls me up. "Let's stop being so melodramatic and head to the party. Shall we?"

I smile.

and climbed inside Romeo's car. I was just quiet while the others were singing to this Drake song on the stereo. My mind is still thinking about where Nick could be. We haven't had a formal conversation after we fought that night and I haven't seen him around too. I always worry when I don't see him cos it

angel!" I hear Aries calling

at

huh?"

just tired. I need to

been a massive

his hand and drank it all. I know it was a Margarita cos it was what I drank when Nick snatched it from my hand when a guy offered it to me. I squint my eyes and feel my

let's take it easy. The night just started." He

coughed. "God I needed

about we dance?"

I nod.

The streaks of red and blue were hitting on our faces. I feel Aries' hand holding onto my waist while I was grinding on him. I don't care who was watching. I don't care who will

should give him up. I just don't know when and how to give him up. I don't know how to

get use to this pain but for how long am I

margarita is getting into my system. I'm feeling a little bit free and wild. I sprawled my arms around Aries' shoulders, wrapping it around his neck while I tease

so wild tonight." He

a side of me nobody

cheek. "I love

everyone was getting ready for the spin the

gazed at

say down right next to Tracy while Aries was

going to play as well." Aries

or dare." Penny says to

you playing?"

let me. Nick told

"Okay.

Romeo calls out everyone's attention who'd still want to join our

a drink and I accepted it then took a quick

"I'll play."

Holy shit no.

voice and saw Nick joining us on the couch. Tracy and I stared at each other eagerly in synch. He was sitting down right across me. His

doing here?" I whisper to Tracy who looked

why he's here.

Nick. I thought you weren't around

Nick didn't answer her.

the game shall we?" Romeo asked

"How about...." Penny trails.

moved to

play I Never."

game?

haven't played that game. It's gonna

with them." Tracy tell

more backing out of players Tracy. Savannah already joined." Penny arched her eyebrow

stares at everyone on the couches and they

playing." Nick

come on it's gonna be fun. Don't be

gonna play." I said, challenging

I stared at Nick for

her

calls out my attention so I turned to

me a death stare now for

have never ever done before, and if any other person in the circle has done it, they take off a layer of clothing. If you refuse to take off a clothing, you'll kiss someone whoever this empty bottle points

This is childish

a little bit of a mixture of spin

me not to join and Nick was giving me

not getting pussy

stared at her. "I'm not.

joining then." Nick

then took a drink from my cup. I'm nervous as fuck. I've never tried this game. I've never played this

way. Alright?" Romeo says

Everyone cheers and agrees.

fucked in a community shower before." Romeo says as

kind of ritual needed to be done cos he's in

Shit.

taking off my blazer and Nick started taking off his black leather jacket. I glanced at Alec and he was smiling at himself. Aries took off something from him too and so did

confessions that saved me from being naked while the others were

never had sex this week." One girl

belt alongside with

licked a pussy this

males started taking off another layer from their clothing. Some were already shirtless and were left with their boxers on. From the corner of my eye, Nick is starting to pull off his shirt from his head and all the other females were squealing. Ugh, I know he's

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