Love Aint Always Pretty

Chapter 64: 64 Evanesce

Evanesce

- to dissipate like vapor

64

"Tell Nick I miss him." Ingrid says to me.

I nod. "Yes. I'll tell him that. I'm sure he misses you too."

Ingrid throws herself at me.

"I'll miss you Savannah." She says.

"I'll miss you too little angel." I say.

I pulled myself away from her and dad hugs me quickly. I hugged him back too.

"Just forget about him Savannah. Forget about that ex-convict guy. He's no good for you." Dad says to me.

"Dad. Please stop with the ex-convict thing." I pulled myself away.

"Look, my close friend offered me a spot for you at NYU for next semester. Same course but then you'll have to get easier access for your internship right away."

"Dad, I told you I need to stand on my own feet without you backing me up that's why I picked WSU. And if you're also doing this to get rid of Nick out of my life, no. It's not working." I said.

"Savannah he's an ex-convict!"

"Dad please! I hate it so much when you judge him like that. I love him and if you don't accept him for who he is then that's gonna be your problem dad." I raged.

Mom holds my arms. "Baby, listen to me. Okay? You're so so young. You'll find some new guys in NYU and--"

"Mom. I just said I love Nick. I don't need new guys. I'll get going now." I say as I step on Cameron's car.

Cameron starts the car. "You really didn't have to say that to mom and dad."

"I had to. It felt good."

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When I arrived back to the dorm room, I was expecting Tracy would be there already but I guess she wasn't. I started putting out my clothes and placed it back to my closet. The door opens wide.

"Savannah! I really missed you!" Tracy runs towards me and throws herself at me. I hugged her back as tight as I could cos I missed her.

"You've gotten even thinner since the last time I saw you." I say.

"Really? I take that as a compliment!" She laughs it off.

It has been six days since I saw Nick after New Year's Day and I haven't heard of him since then. I don't know where he is and he haven't even tried to contact me anymore. He's gone again. I hate it when he does that to me and he knows I hate it but he's doing it again.

"Do you know where Nick is?" I asked.

"Oh." She snaps but looks away sadly.

into

after New Year's Day. Weren't he with you?" She

he

side, you're both finally together!!"

happy for us. But one thing I hate about Nick is that he leaves

know where he is?"

pitifully. "No. Sorry. Have

from me and I don't know why he is doing

just... I don't know. Busy? He's for internship next semester remember?

always help

Both of us just got back

I smiled.

got finals

promise. Then after tonight, you're free to study all the weeks

need to party before finals

go out

"Where?"

frat house is hosting this party tonight. Wanna go? Maybe Nick

ass when I see him there and he

Tracy laughs.

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or even his shadow or heard his voice since. He hasn't

companies to work for his internship, he could tell me about it. He would let me know

is not fucking here. He's nowhere to be seen and I'm going

"Yoh!"

at him to be nice but I wasn't really in the mood to talk cos one, I'm mad at Nick for missing for three weeks and two Im failing my finals

you seen Nick around here?" I asked

Everyone in the house is

me he doesn't know where Nick is, I'm sure as hell he does." I

in love with him, we

you're like a great friend to me. If

"Good luck

him. "Thanks. You

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desperate not to see, hear and know where my boyfriend is and what he's currently doing cos his phone is always ringing when I call him but he isn't picking it up so I

knocked continuously on the door until someone

where Nick is, Alec. Please." I begged

know where he is. I swear to

He just hugs me tight cos he knows it's been almost a month that Nick has

is. I don't know where he went to. I just don't know where he has gone. I'm going out of my mind every single night thinking about him.

know where he is. I'm so

wiped my tears off my face. "If... If you perhaps see him... Please.. tell him I've been looking for him." I

•••••

having his early start of internship in California. As for me, my dad was still forcing me to transfer to NYU even though I have been dying on knowing where Nick

what I did wrong for him to be gone this long. It's been the longest. He's nowhere to be found. Everyday I worry about him. Everyday I wish he would already show up. Everyday I wonder where he is. I miss him so much and every time I call him, he

I wasn't feeling on celebrating it cos I don't know where my boyfriend

"Trace?" I called out.

"Savannah! I'm so glad I still waited for you before

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