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"Tell Nick I miss him." Ingrid says to me.
I nod. "Yes. I'll tell him that. I'm sure he misses you too."
Ingrid throws herself at me.
"I'll miss you Savannah." She says.
"I'll miss you too little angel." I say.
I pulled myself away from her and dad hugs me quickly. I hugged him back too.
"Just forget about him Savannah. Forget about that ex-convict guy. He's no good for you." Dad says to me.
"Dad. Please stop with the ex-convict thing." I pulled myself away.
"Look, my close friend offered me a spot for you at NYU for next semester. Same course but then you'll have to get easier access for your internship right away."
"Dad, I told you I need to stand on my own feet without you backing me up that's why I picked WSU. And if you're also doing this to get rid of Nick out of my life, no. It's not working." I said.
"Savannah he's an ex-convict!"
"Dad please! I hate it so much when you judge him like that. I love him and if you don't accept him for who he is then that's gonna be your problem dad." I raged.
Mom holds my arms. "Baby, listen to me. Okay? You're so so young. You'll find some new guys in NYU and--"
"Mom. I just said I love Nick. I don't need new guys. I'll get going now." I say as I step on Cameron's car.
Cameron starts the car. "You really didn't have to say that to mom and dad."
"I had to. It felt good."
•••••
When I arrived back to the dorm room, I was expecting Tracy would be there already but I guess she wasn't. I started putting out my clothes and placed it back to my closet. The door opens wide.
"Savannah! I really missed you!" Tracy runs towards me and throws herself at me. I hugged her back as tight as I could cos I missed her.
"You've gotten even thinner since the last time I saw you." I say.
"Really? I take that as a compliment!" She laughs it off.
It has been six days since I saw Nick after New Year's Day and I haven't heard of him since then. I don't know where he is and he haven't even tried to contact me anymore. He's gone again. I hate it when he does that to me and he knows I hate it but he's doing it again.
"Do you know where Nick is?" I asked.
"Oh." She snaps but looks away sadly.
into her
me where he was after New Year's Day.
he
side, you're both
smiled at her and I'm so glad that she is happy for me, that she is happy for us. But one thing I hate about Nick is that he leaves me alone without letting me
he
at me pitifully. "No. Sorry. Have you tried
ringing. He's hiding from me and I don't know why he is
Im sure he's just... I don't know. Busy? He's for internship next semester remember? And he still hasn't found a company to work for. I'm sure he's
always help him with my
back here and we
I smiled.
finals to study." I
tonight, I promise. Then after tonight, you're free to study all the weeks left you want
need
go
"Where?"
this party tonight. Wanna go? Maybe Nick is going to
see him there and he hasn't texted not called
Tracy laughs.
•••••
in all that I haven't seen him or even his shadow or heard his voice since. He hasn't texted me or called me or asked how I was and Tracy doesn't even know where he is. Neither does Alec. Nobody knows where Nick is. Where the fuck is he?
he's not around? At least if he's busy hunting down companies to work for his internship, he could tell me about it. He would let me
nowhere to be seen
"Yoh!"
me. I smiled at him to be nice but I wasn't really in the mood to talk cos one, I'm mad
Have you seen Nick around here?" I
in the house is looking for
me he doesn't know where Nick is, I'm sure
haven't just fallen in love with him, we
me. If ever you find some piece
luck for
him.
•••••
is always ringing when I call him but
knocked continuously on the door until someone
where Nick is, Alec. Please." I begged as my tears
really don't know where he is. I swear to god
on his arms. He just hugs me tight cos he knows it's been almost a month that Nick has been lost. No one knows where he is and I'm going nuts
where he has gone. I'm going out of my mind every single night thinking about
I don't know where he is. I'm so sorry Savannah." Alec says
myself away from him and wiped my tears off my face. "If... If you perhaps see him... Please.. tell him I've been looking for
•••••
internship
gone by and I haven't seen him. I don't know what I did wrong for him to be gone this long. It's been the longest. He's nowhere to be found. Everyday I worry about him. Everyday I wish he would already show up. Everyday I wonder where he is. I miss him so much and every time I call him, he doesn't answer my call. He just let's it ring. I went back to my
else was excited for spring break but I wasn't feeling on celebrating it cos I don't know where my boyfriend is. I can't seem to enjoy everything I do. I'm not even sure if I'll get good results from my
"Trace?" I called out.
smiles at me. "Savannah! I'm so glad I still waited for you before
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