Love Aint Always Pretty

Chapter 64: 64 Evanesce

Evanesce

- to dissipate like vapor

64

"Tell Nick I miss him." Ingrid says to me.

I nod. "Yes. I'll tell him that. I'm sure he misses you too."

Ingrid throws herself at me.

"I'll miss you Savannah." She says.

"I'll miss you too little angel." I say.

I pulled myself away from her and dad hugs me quickly. I hugged him back too.

"Just forget about him Savannah. Forget about that ex-convict guy. He's no good for you." Dad says to me.

"Dad. Please stop with the ex-convict thing." I pulled myself away.

"Look, my close friend offered me a spot for you at NYU for next semester. Same course but then you'll have to get easier access for your internship right away."

"Dad, I told you I need to stand on my own feet without you backing me up that's why I picked WSU. And if you're also doing this to get rid of Nick out of my life, no. It's not working." I said.

"Savannah he's an ex-convict!"

"Dad please! I hate it so much when you judge him like that. I love him and if you don't accept him for who he is then that's gonna be your problem dad." I raged.

Mom holds my arms. "Baby, listen to me. Okay? You're so so young. You'll find some new guys in NYU and--"

"Mom. I just said I love Nick. I don't need new guys. I'll get going now." I say as I step on Cameron's car.

Cameron starts the car. "You really didn't have to say that to mom and dad."

"I had to. It felt good."

•••••

When I arrived back to the dorm room, I was expecting Tracy would be there already but I guess she wasn't. I started putting out my clothes and placed it back to my closet. The door opens wide.

"Savannah! I really missed you!" Tracy runs towards me and throws herself at me. I hugged her back as tight as I could cos I missed her.

"You've gotten even thinner since the last time I saw you." I say.

"Really? I take that as a compliment!" She laughs it off.

It has been six days since I saw Nick after New Year's Day and I haven't heard of him since then. I don't know where he is and he haven't even tried to contact me anymore. He's gone again. I hate it when he does that to me and he knows I hate it but he's doing it again.

"Do you know where Nick is?" I asked.

"Oh." She snaps but looks away sadly.

looked into her

was after New Year's Day. Weren't he with you?"

"He was but then he left me

on the bright side, you're both finally together!!"

and I'm so glad that she is happy for me, that she is happy for us. But one thing I hate about Nick is that he leaves me alone without letting me know

know where he is?" I

pitifully. "No. Sorry. Have

He's hiding from me and I don't know why he is doing

Busy? He's for internship next semester remember? And he still hasn't found a company to work for. I'm sure he's still

sigh. "He knows I can always help him with my

go out tonight? Both of us just got back here and we need to spend our post Christmas

I smiled.

I've got finals to study." I

Then after tonight, you're free to study all the weeks left you want

smiled. "Okay. I need to party before

go

"Where?"

this party tonight. Wanna go? Maybe Nick is going to

his ass when I see him there and he hasn't texted not called

Tracy laughs.

•••••

haven't seen Nick! A week! A goddamn week! Almost three weeks in all that I haven't seen him or even his shadow or heard his voice since. He hasn't texted me or called me or asked how I was and Tracy doesn't even know where he is. Neither does Alec. Nobody knows where Nick is. Where the fuck

around? At least if he's busy hunting down companies to work for his internship, he could tell me about it. He would let me know where on

not fucking here. He's nowhere to be seen and I'm going

"Yoh!"

right next to me. I smiled at him to be nice but I wasn't really in the

Nick

the house is looking for him too. Not even Alec

where Nick is, I'm sure as hell

love with him, we could've hang

him. "Billy you're like a great friend to me. If ever you find some

luck

smiled at him.

•••••

I was becoming so desperate not to see, hear and know where my boyfriend is and what he's currently doing cos his phone is always ringing when I call him but he isn't picking it up so I went up to the frat house alone. He's doing this on purpose. He's not

until someone finally opens

Alec. Please." I begged as my tears gathered around

really don't know where he is. I swear to god I do

hugs me tight cos he knows it's been almost a month that Nick has been lost.

he went to. I just don't know where he has gone. I'm going

don't.. I don't know where he is. I'm

my tears off my face. "If... If you perhaps see him... Please.. tell him I've been looking for him."

•••••

for Aries cos he was having his early start of internship

he would already show up. Everyday I wonder where he is. I miss him so much and every time I call him, he doesn't answer my call. He just let's it ring. I went back to my dorm to pack my things

Everyone else was excited for spring break but I wasn't feeling on celebrating it cos I don't know where my boyfriend is. I can't seem to enjoy everything I do.

"Trace?" I called out.

so glad

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