Love Aint Always Pretty

Chapter 64: 64 Evanesce

Evanesce

- to dissipate like vapor

64

"Tell Nick I miss him." Ingrid says to me.

I nod. "Yes. I'll tell him that. I'm sure he misses you too."

Ingrid throws herself at me.

"I'll miss you Savannah." She says.

"I'll miss you too little angel." I say.

I pulled myself away from her and dad hugs me quickly. I hugged him back too.

"Just forget about him Savannah. Forget about that ex-convict guy. He's no good for you." Dad says to me.

"Dad. Please stop with the ex-convict thing." I pulled myself away.

"Look, my close friend offered me a spot for you at NYU for next semester. Same course but then you'll have to get easier access for your internship right away."

"Dad, I told you I need to stand on my own feet without you backing me up that's why I picked WSU. And if you're also doing this to get rid of Nick out of my life, no. It's not working." I said.

"Savannah he's an ex-convict!"

"Dad please! I hate it so much when you judge him like that. I love him and if you don't accept him for who he is then that's gonna be your problem dad." I raged.

Mom holds my arms. "Baby, listen to me. Okay? You're so so young. You'll find some new guys in NYU and--"

"Mom. I just said I love Nick. I don't need new guys. I'll get going now." I say as I step on Cameron's car.

Cameron starts the car. "You really didn't have to say that to mom and dad."

"I had to. It felt good."

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When I arrived back to the dorm room, I was expecting Tracy would be there already but I guess she wasn't. I started putting out my clothes and placed it back to my closet. The door opens wide.

"Savannah! I really missed you!" Tracy runs towards me and throws herself at me. I hugged her back as tight as I could cos I missed her.

"You've gotten even thinner since the last time I saw you." I say.

"Really? I take that as a compliment!" She laughs it off.

It has been six days since I saw Nick after New Year's Day and I haven't heard of him since then. I don't know where he is and he haven't even tried to contact me anymore. He's gone again. I hate it when he does that to me and he knows I hate it but he's doing it again.

"Do you know where Nick is?" I asked.

"Oh." She snaps but looks away sadly.

looked into her

He didn't tell me where he was after New Year's Day. Weren't he

but then he left me

you're both finally together!!" She chimes so

I'm so glad that she is happy for me, that she is happy for us. But one thing I hate about Nick is that he leaves me alone without letting me know where he is. I just

know where he is?"

pitifully. "No. Sorry.

It's just ringing. He's hiding from me and I don't know why he is doing

know. Busy? He's for internship next semester remember? And he still hasn't found a company to work for. I'm sure

I can always help him

back here and we need to spend

I smiled.

got finals to study."

after tonight, you're free to study all

"Okay. I need

We'll go out

"Where?"

a while. "The frat house is hosting this party tonight. Wanna go? Maybe Nick is going

I see him

Tracy laughs.

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goddamn week! Almost three weeks in all that I haven't seen him or even his shadow or heard his voice since. He hasn't texted me or called me or asked how I was

together, he's not around? At least if he's busy hunting down companies to work for his internship, he could tell me about

here. He's nowhere to be seen

"Yoh!"

I smiled at him to be nice but I wasn't really in the mood to talk cos one, I'm mad at Nick

Have you seen Nick around here?" I asked

house is looking for him too. Not even Alec knows where Nick

time Alec tells me he doesn't know where Nick is, I'm sure as hell he

just fallen in love with

like a great friend to me. If

luck for finals

him. "Thanks. You

•••••

and what he's currently doing cos his phone is always ringing when I call him but he isn't picking it up so I went up to the frat house alone. He's doing this on purpose. He's not answering my

door until someone

got to tell me where Nick is, Alec.

where he is. I swear to god I do not

cos he knows it's been almost a

know where he went to. I just don't know where he has gone. I'm going out of my mind every single night thinking about

I don't know where he is. I'm so sorry Savannah." Alec says

myself away from him and wiped my tears off my face. "If... If you perhaps

•••••

his early start of internship in California. As for me, my dad was still forcing me to transfer to NYU even though I have

up. Everyday I wonder where he is. I miss him so much and every time I call him, he doesn't answer my call. He just let's it ring.

on celebrating it cos I don't

"Trace?" I called out.

so glad I still waited for

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