Love Aint Always Pretty

Chapter 67: 67 Revelation

Revelation

- usually a secret or a surprising fact that is made known: something that surprises you

67

NICK'S POV

PRESENT DAY

December 22

"Nick!!"

I see Tracy crying as she runs towards me while entering my bedroom. She throws herself at me and I was surprised why on earth she was crying. I hugged her and tried to calm her down but she was literally shaking in fear.

"Hey. What's wrong? Another fight with Clyde?" I asked.

She shakes her head in response and continues crying on my shoulder.

"What's wrong baby sis?" I asked as I cup her cheeks while wiping her tears.

"Nick..." She sobs.

"What? Why are you crying like this? Did something happen to Clyde? Tracy what the hell is going on!" I exclaimed.

"Im sick." She muffled.

My brows creasing as I try to understand what she was trying to say to me. Her eyes tells me that she looks so scared and she keeps shaking her head in disbelief.

"What the fuck do you mean by that?" I demanded an answer.

"I have..." She trails off with a trembling voice.

"I have cancer." She cries.

I paused and watch my own sister cry in terror. I'm trying to sink in what she just said to me. I stand on my feet and shake my head in disbelief of what I said. I pulled my hair back. Fear started growing in me and for no reason I'm so mad. I am literally mad at myself.

"No. That's gotta be a joke. You're not sick. You don't have cancer." I spit as my tears gathers in my eyes.

"Nick.. I went to three different doctors this week to confirm it and it's positive. I have throat cancer." She cries.

I hurriedly ran to her and wrapped my arms around Tracy. Both of us cried. Oh god I don't have any money for her treatment. I'm so scared of what's gonna happen to her.

"Who knows about this?" I asked.

"Just you, me and Clyde. I'm so scared Nick. I'm really scared. I don't wanna die yet." Tracy cries on my shoulder as it breaks my heart even twice as hers.

"The doctor said if it spreads through my head... I'll..." She trails off with her shaky voice. I held her tighter around my arms.

"No. That's not gonna happen to you. I won't let that happen Tracy. Fucking no."

I'm scared too but I need to be strong for her. I kissed her temple and hugged her tight again. "I won't let anything happen to you Tracy. I'll do everything I can to save you. I'm not gonna lose you."

First I lost my mom, then Catherine and my son and now Tracy? Why is god punishing me? What did I ever do wrong to punished like this?

"You're all that's left with me." I say.

December 23

I look at Tracy and finally found the reason of her unexplainable weight loss this week. I thought nothing serious was wrong with her but I guess cancer had strike into my sister too.

"Just go and spend Christmas with Savannah this holiday break. I know she wants you to spend it with her. I can stay at Clyde's." Tracy tells me.

"Trace I need to look after you and make sure you drink your medicines."

She smiles. "I'm fine. I'll be fine. Don't worry too much. Clyde is there to nurse me anyways."

"Trace." I warn her that I want to go with her this break to make sure she is safe.

She hugs me. "Nick I know you love Savannah. Don't be too hard on yourself. I really really like her for you. She loves you so much. So be with her. I'll be okay."

drive back home as soon as I can and don't you dare

"I'll let him call you if something

her temple.

She

had changed

December 25

clear to see that they hate me for her. Cameron ruined everything last night and now her parents hate me cos they know I was imprisoned for murder. I can see that I'm never enough for her and she's so unreachable just like Catherine. I'm just an ordinary man with a fucked up past that I've been trying to leave behind cos I was starting a

Clyde calling...

Clyde?" I hurriedly

It's about Tracy!"

heart quickly raced. "Why? What's wrong? What happened

is coming

fucking scared. I'm not there for her. I'm not there for my little sister. "Clyde... Man... uhhh where is.., where are you?"

hospital. We're at the hospital right now. The

either tomorrow. Tell her to hang on.

"Yes. I will."

my heart dropped in the ocean of sorrows and fears. I walked

"Nick."

it was Mr.

need to talk to you. Man to man." He says with

the sides and he sits right across the spinning chair of his desk. I walked closer to him and sat down on the

straight. I don't like you

nod. "I understand

you, I bet you don't have enough money in your pocket to take her to

closed my fist into a

sir." I say, hoping

know you do." He

from Savannah. I don't want her future to be ruined by a guy like you. You're an ex-convict and you're not the kind of

a deep breath in and tried to calm down before I could hit his

much do you want?" He asked me

I thought about Tracy and her surgery. I need this money. I need it so bad to

need..." this is

amount for a full surgery for throat

His brows shoot up.

Cancer?" He

the money cos she's

recommend you to a surgeon. He's a good friend of mine. He

widened to see such huge amount of money. "Isn't this too much sir?" I

away from my daughter that's why I'm giving you much. Are we clear Mr. Wilde? Stay away from

about this. How can I stay away from Savannah

I need this money. I need

Im sorry Savannah.

December 30

out to

right

pay for

smiled at

"You're lying to me."

cool. "Tracy I'm not lying to you. I asked for a little help from others as well. Don't worry about

at me seriously. "You didn't rob a bank,

I smiled.

won't rob a bank."

•••••

SAVANNAH'S POV

so wickedly fast that two semesters have ended. I haven't seen Tracy for a long time now, though we chat on Facebook sometimes. She said she's busy about finishing her internship and her upcoming graduation is by the end of this month. I'm happy for her.

excited for everything that has been happening to me after that night. It has been a year since I saw Nick and I never saw him anymore though I heard that he has graduated. I didn't expect we would end this way. I didn't expect we would end like this. I didn't expect we would

"Ready Savannah?" Kurt asked.

"Yes? Maybe?"

"Relax." He tells me.

I smile nervously.

President of that company your having an internship on is

I nod.

to her." He

nod again. "I'm nice. Shit

heard she's a nice old woman. She's a widow and she runs her

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