Love Aint Always Pretty

Revenge

- the act of doing something to hurt someone because that person did something that hurt you

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In our table, I was just studying Nick and Mrs. Devaloines' movements but I couldn't tell if they are together or not cos they aren't really that sweet. Nick was just sitting next to her while looking at the other guests with a drink on his hand. I feel like I'm going to explode any time soon cos I'm sharing a table with Nick.

All of a sudden, the female wedding singer who was on stage started singing Can't Help Falling In Love while everyone was starting to gather up the dance floor. That song, I remember that song. It was what Nick sang to me while we slow danced on our first New Year's Day together. I smiled on that thought and as I move my head to him, he was already looking at me.

"Wanna dance baby cakes?" Kurt asked me.

"I would love to." I say as I gazed at Nick.

Kurt offered me a hand and I accepted it. He leads me to the dance floor and he slowly positions his hands around my waist and I placed my hands over his shoulders. I gaze at Nick, he's staring at me while I'm in the arm of another man. But then I looked away when he saw me looking at him.

"I'm glad you asked me to dance." I tell Kurt.

"I love this song, that's why." He says.

"Me too."

I swayed along the music while Kurt was leading our movement. He spins me around and spins me some more then catches me again that made me smile cos he's just cute.

"You're making me dizzy." I say.

He chuckles. "Sorry. I'm eyeing on that cute guy over there."

I looked over my shoulder then laughed softly. "And you're using me to get his attention?"

"Yes. But he's staring at you, so I'm thinking he's straight."

"You are so crazy."

My eyes moved back to our table, when I saw a very sophisticated woman who sat down right next to Nick's other side and she was so close to him too! He locked his eyes at her while they were talking. She's smiling while she was fixing Nick's tie. He didn't seem to move away from her but he just continues talking. She wasn't there before, where on earth did she come from? I looked away when Nick's head was moving back to us. I covered my eyes behind Kurt's shoulder.

"Are you okay?" Kurt asked.

I nod. "After this wedding, can we tour around Las Vegas?"

"Sure. I know all the good pubs. You feel like celebrating?"

"Yeah. Let's get wasted together."

He laughs. "Alright. Please don't let me flirt with other men. I don't want my students to caught me that'll be a great scandal."

I smirked.

I moved my head back to the table, and this time, the lady was whispering to Nick's ear. Like what the actual fuck. They are obviously flirting to each other! And even though I have no right to get mad anymore, I still can't help it. How could Nick be like this? He was never like this. He wasn't such a flirty guy.

"Kurt?" I called out.

"Yeah baby cakes?"

I looked into his eyes and he looks back at me. "Kiss me."

Kurt's eyes widened. "What?"

"Kiss me. Kiss me on my lips. Now."

His brows are creasing. "Are you out of your mind?"

"Please. I'm just... I need to do this cos--"

"Cos of that Nick guy over there? That was him, wasn't it? From your past?"

I paused for a while and nodded slowly. Kurt sighs and held my chin up so I could face him. I gazed at Nick from the corner of my eyes, and I see him looking at us now.

"Is he looking?" Kurt asked.

I nod.

"You owe me big time for this Savannah. And I hope you have a mint." He jokes.

I smiled. "You're overacting."

Kurt smiles.

synchronize as I feel my lips opening the second he dips his lips deeper into my mouth. We kissed for a little more then I finally feel him pulling away

disgusting." He playfully

at him.

"I know

made me have a good view of Nick. His eyes are now looking at us and never leaves anymore while the woman next to him was still busy talking. I'm sure he's not paying attention to her anymore cos of

see it?" Kurt

does. He's not

lost now,

smiled at Kurt. "I hope you're straight

can't

the tip of his nose while he

dance floor. Once we were about

with her?"

other as I take a grip tight on Kurt's sleeve. My heart is getting heavy right away. I don't wanna

man." Kurt said. "I'll be waiting on the table

to me. I looked into his eyes for a while before finally accepting it. My hand on his hand is making my armpits sweat. Like it's as if it was the first time I ever held it. He placed my arm over his shoulder while he holds out my other hand to the side and his other hand was grasping around my waist. Gently and carefully. We stand a little bit far from each other, awkward was in the space between us. There weren't a lot of other

at me but I'm looking down at his chest cos I don't want to look at him. He's wearing a three piece suit and how I badly want to tell him that it looks good on him but then I remember all the things he did to me. I feel my heart beating even faster as we dance along this sensual

beautiful today." He

in and tried to calm myself down. I tried to act as impassive as I can. I tried to copy his blank expression all

regret

I kept my eyes close,

now you're only a stranger

talk." I spit as I open my

"Savannah, I'm really sorry."

to him and looked back into his eyes.

it." I

gotten

do, was it?" I

in closer to his body. My heart is beating loud cos I smell his musky scent on his neck, the same familiar scent that I love the most. His huge hand is now placed on the bottom of my spine while his cheek was pressed against my temple. We're too close and it makes me want to cry again cos after a year, we get to see each other again and become this close like nothing happened to us. We just danced quietly until the song came to an end. We still swayed a little more even when the music was already ending and another slow song was starting to

still love you." He

going to cry any minute now. He stands on his feet right away and takes

go now?" He

I didn't answer.

end up crying." He says

didn't even notice that I was already crying. I just nod at Kurt. Both of us faced the other guests on our table while Kurt was placing his hand around my waist. Nick was looking at Kurt's arm that was around me but I pulled myself closer to Kurt to make

we really have to get going now. My date still has an early flight back home tomorrow." Kurt says to

furiously mad but missing him so much is mixing up

"You okay?" Kurt asked.

I nod. "Yes."

exhales. "What happened

then

to

dress doesn't fit to be in

"There's the Savannah that I know. We still have time

I smiled.

•••••

before I came here in Vegas. Kurt was waiting for me, we were in one room and since I'm comfortable with him around and he feels the same way since he's gay, then there's no problem about sharing one

the bathroom. Hurry up in there."

my earrings again. "Could

behind me and

I say

I know I'm

and turned to face him. "Sorry about the kiss

You're lucky I look like a guy or

on him. Gosh, if he wasn't only gay I could hook him up with

"Let's go?" He asked.

"Alright." I say.

and bothering me the entire time even if I try not to

eleven in the evening, I needed to get out and

are tons of hot men in here." He says as he

I smiled. "Straight?"

is flirting on you, I can tell right away if he's bi so just calm your