Love Aint Always Pretty
Chapter 46: 46 Sarang
Sarang (사랑)
- (n.) love; lit. "I wish to be with you until death."
Origin: Korean
46
NICK'S POV
EIGHT YEARS AGO
I parked the car and we got back home to where we should be. This was our home, temporarily, but we'll find a place to call our own when we have the money. Maybe just an apartment or stuff like that. The party wasn't what we exactly expected it to be.
"I'm sorry." Catherine speaks to me.
I opened the front door for her and we got inside the house. I placed the car keys down and starts unbuttoning my jeans.
"You don't have to be sorry." I say.
All of a sudden she hugged me from behind. "I'm sorry about what my father said to you. He just went too far."
I exhale.
"Why didn't you tell me about Hans? You're still together?" I asked her
I feel her arms slightly pulling away from me. I know she's guilty of what I found out. I don't know if they were still together or not but I'm so jealous. I'm so mad. I'm not mad at Catherine but I'm mad at myself cos I'm not good enough for her. Mr. Forster was right, I could never top that guy cos he looked almost perfect.
"Nick I don't love him. My parents just wants me to be with him for business."
I turned around to face her. Her beautiful blue eyes was looking at me eagerly, as if they were speaking to me too. I know she's telling the truth. I know she loves me.
"I just feel so small of myself after I saw him. I'm not.... I'm not good enough for you. Did you see the way he looks?" I asked.
"I don't care if his wallet is bulging with money or has plenty of credit cards. I don't need that. I don't need money. I need you."
I kissed her forehead and slightly hugged her. "Let's go to sleep Catherine. I'm tired and I'm sure you are too."
We headed to the bedroom and started sleeping in our underwear. I let Catherine sleep over my bare chest, while my mind was still thinking about Hans. I couldn't sleep. I look at Catherine and her face makes me feel I don't belong on her world and she clearly doesn't belong in mine. What if her father was right? What if I can't no longer support Catherine financially in the upcoming days? I need to have a job. Even though it's part time, that'll be enough for me and her. I need to make a living for the two of us.
•••••
"Shall we go buy fruits?" She asked.
I look at her while she was cooking lunch for us. I love watching her cook and help her. I do the slicing of spices mostly.
"Sure." I say.
We had lunch together and we acted as if nothing happened last night. I acted as if I wasn't bothered about Hans. I acted as if her own father didn't offer me money so I could stay away from her. I didn't tell Catherine about it cos I don't want her to hate her father because of me. Eloping together is already sinfully wrong. I don't know why they're not doing anything yet to find her or us so as long as we still have time, we'll spend it together cos we're not sure about tomorrow.
We went out and walked around town to buy fruits. Catherine loves fruits, most especially orange. No wonder she's an orange lover and now I'm starting to love orange because of her too. She bought a few apples and bananas and more orange.
"You'll turn orange on that." I joked.
She laughs while putting the orange back to the shelf. "I'm kidding love. Put that back here." I say.
know she's too allergic to dust that's why I told her we don't need curtains. My money is almost running out and hers as well. I wonder how we're gonna get through this together. I hope
on top of our dining table and Catherine looked so happy when she placed it there. I love it when
we need curtains." She
temple. "No. I don't
She laughs.
a lazy washer. So
laughs again. "I'll
don't need new
"We're clearly doing
I nod.
you, I'll be
as long as you're here, my life is already complete." I
We kissed for a while we were standing. Feeling Catherine's warmth in my mouth when we kiss like this is the best thing that I could always feel. I won't get tired kissing her lips. I won't get tired even if I'm tired cos my day didn't turn
a rushing sound of knock from the front door that got us surprised. Both of us quickly rushed to it, only to find Alec panting and
wrong man?" I
breath, holding up a hand to tell me
Alec?"
Alec
shit. "What happened
hit by a
Catherine gasped.
Alec just said. It's unbelievable. I don't want to believe it at
slacking we gotta go come on!" Alec pulls
She's rubbing my back. She's telling
at the hospital, we rushed to the emergency room. My hands are cold and my heart is beating even faster. Tracy ran towards me when she saw me. She was crying hard. She was crying
I ask
still inside." She
suddenly I see a doctor and a
of death.." the doctor gazes at his
No.
NO.
NO!!
and internal bleeding." The
It's not my mom.
No.
and looked to us. "Relatives of
I see her crying too and I don't think I'm ready to hear
she didn't make it. We did everything we
see my mom!! She's not dead! It's too soon! No!" I went hysterical as my tears brimmed out from
Alec was holding her. My mom. My mother. She's gone.
"No.... Mom!" I cried.
back but she was already dead on arrival. We are sorry."
know what to do. Were still young. I'm not ready for this. I'm not ready. Why
in fear and anger but Catherine is hugging me close to her and telling me she won't leave. My heart is breaking but she's trying to put it
I'm here. Don't worry. I won't leave
mom. My mom." I repeat over
here. Don't worry." she kisses
•••••
who hit my mom while Alec and Tracy were preparing mom's funeral. I still haven't talked much since yesterday. I'm still trying to sink it in that my mother is gone. Catherine holds my hand
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