Love Aint Always Pretty

Chapter 58: 58 Quatervois

Quatervois

- a crossroad; a critical decision or turning point in one's life.

Origin: French

58

NICK'S POV

SEVEN YEARS AGO

I ran to them and tried to hold Catherine as she groans for pain. I shot her. I'm crying hard and there were more blood. So much blood. Catherine's blood stained her dress as it runs down on my hands.

"Call for help! Call for help!" I yelled at Hans.

Hans stands away and quickly pulled out his phone. I'm shaking. I'm shaking as I hold Catherine on my arms. She smiles weakly as she squints her eyes cos of the pain.

"Catherine.... I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry." I repeated the same exact words.

"Shhh... It's not your fault Nick. Don't... Arghh.. Don't blame yourself." Catherine says while grunting.

She wipes my tears. "It's not your fault love."

I shake my head in disagreement.

"I'm sorry." I cried.

"My dad won't let me tell you this... But Nick... Y-you're a father now." She holds my shaking hand then placed it on top of her bump.

"This is your baby." She says.

She smiles while tears were crawling out from her eyes. "Our baby."

My head bent down and more tears were coming out from my eyes. I hate myself. I hate myself for what I did.

"If I don't survive..." Catherine says with such shakiness in her voice.

"Don't say that." I begged.

She smiled weakly. "Please... Please save him Nick. Save our baby. Save him for me Nick." She says while crying.

"Promise me you will." She takes a grip on my hand.

I nod and kissed her forehead as I hold her close to my chest.

I shot Catherine.

I shot Catherine.

I put our baby in critical condition.

"Live for me. Live for me and our baby Catherine. I need you. I need both of you. Please live for me. For us. Please. I'm begging you please stay." I kiss her hand.

She smiles and nods. "I will."

As soon as help came, I went with Hans in the ambulance and both of us neither talked to each other. When we arrived at the hospital, I was still holding Catherine's hand while she fell unconscious. I would always kiss her hand and my tears just won't stop from falling. I'm so scared of what I have done. I don't want to lose her. I don't want to lose out baby.

"Catherine please be okay. Catherine. Catherine you promised me." I cried.

My hands were still shaking while I hold her hands close to my lips. My lips are trembling too. I kissed her knuckles as my tears were streaming down my face. My tears are just unstoppable. Catherine was unconscious now. She went unconscious during the drive. My heart is racing. Fear is gathering inside my body. I'm scared. I'm so scared of losing her. Hans was also crying but he hasn't talked to me during the entire drive to the hospital.

"Sir I'm sorry but you can't come through this door. Sir please step back." The nurse said to me as he pushed me away.

I ran my fingers through my hair and pulled my hair back. I'm so mad at myself. I shot her. I almost put her to death. Oh god please save Catherine and save my son. Please save our son. Suddenly, I see Alec from the corner of my eyes who ran towards me and Hans.

Catherine?" Alec asked me as he placed his hand

I couldn't answer.

she?" Alec

He fucking shot Catherine!" Hans yelled and

patients screamed when they saw it. Nurses and some other hospital staff ran towards us and started trying to stop

off dude!" Alec

know about this, you're fucked! If something bad will happen to Catherine, I

go Nick. Let's just stay away from here for a second. Cmon." Alec

were looking at me. My clothes are stained with Catherine's dried blood and my hands are stained too. I'm crying too hard and my heart is

fuck did you do?! Nick! God damn it Nick look at me!"

eyes moved to

Nick?! Did you really shot

wasn't suppose to be her." I

you out of your mind? Didn't you even think you'll end up in jail if you'll do

to shut up. He paid the police station and

You put Catherine in critical condition! What if it will harm

fell down on my knees, "Catherine said that was my baby, Alec." I cried for more as I covered my face

"W-what?"

baby inside her is mine

squat down right in

I fell into Alec's arms. He rubbed my spine and I just cried. I didn't care how

don't know what to do without Catherine, man. I just don't know what to do

scared Alec. I'm so

himself away and looked at me. "Everything's gonna be okay. Catherine's

••••

I left Hans and as soon as I got back, I

okay?" Jenna asked as tears

will be ok. Your sister won't leave us." Mrs. Forster says while she

to where I was standing. "You have the guts to

and I slowly walked towards them. They looked at me with anger. So much anger. Even Jenna looks mad

sorry." I say

I

that's enough!" Jenna

keep the case close? Did you even

"You bastard!"

door opening when he was about to hit me again. Mr. Forster quickly pulled himself away from me and pushed me away. The doctor stepped out of the room and my heart just feels heavier until he pulls his surgical mask down. Hans was holding Jenna close to him while Mr. & Mrs. Forster were holding onto

my daughter?" Mrs. Forster asked with

terribly sorry." The doctor

No.

No!

say that!"

Forster falls onto her

tried everything we could to revive her but... She's dead on arrival. We are truly sorry." The doctor lowers

my god Catherine. My baby girl. My

heart out from my chest when the doctor said that. I killed her. I killed Catherine. I killed the

me more feel my deep pain. My mind is numb but racing in circles. This isn't making any sense of what was happening. This isn't real. This couldn't be real.

Mrs.

screams as she cries on Hans'

the

my head back up.

child?"

has the guts

I don't know if I was ready

didn't make it as well." The doctor answered. "We

the abyss of complete sorrow. Catherine. My baby. My son. We were suppose to be a

I'm so sorry."

The police might be coming here Cmon. Let's go. Cmon." Alec

her Alec. I killed both of them. They died cos

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