Love Aint Always Pretty

Chapter 58: 58 Quatervois

Quatervois

- a crossroad; a critical decision or turning point in one's life.

Origin: French

58

NICK'S POV

SEVEN YEARS AGO

I ran to them and tried to hold Catherine as she groans for pain. I shot her. I'm crying hard and there were more blood. So much blood. Catherine's blood stained her dress as it runs down on my hands.

"Call for help! Call for help!" I yelled at Hans.

Hans stands away and quickly pulled out his phone. I'm shaking. I'm shaking as I hold Catherine on my arms. She smiles weakly as she squints her eyes cos of the pain.

"Catherine.... I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry." I repeated the same exact words.

"Shhh... It's not your fault Nick. Don't... Arghh.. Don't blame yourself." Catherine says while grunting.

She wipes my tears. "It's not your fault love."

I shake my head in disagreement.

"I'm sorry." I cried.

"My dad won't let me tell you this... But Nick... Y-you're a father now." She holds my shaking hand then placed it on top of her bump.

"This is your baby." She says.

She smiles while tears were crawling out from her eyes. "Our baby."

My head bent down and more tears were coming out from my eyes. I hate myself. I hate myself for what I did.

"If I don't survive..." Catherine says with such shakiness in her voice.

"Don't say that." I begged.

She smiled weakly. "Please... Please save him Nick. Save our baby. Save him for me Nick." She says while crying.

"Promise me you will." She takes a grip on my hand.

I nod and kissed her forehead as I hold her close to my chest.

I shot Catherine.

I shot Catherine.

I put our baby in critical condition.

"Live for me. Live for me and our baby Catherine. I need you. I need both of you. Please live for me. For us. Please. I'm begging you please stay." I kiss her hand.

She smiles and nods. "I will."

As soon as help came, I went with Hans in the ambulance and both of us neither talked to each other. When we arrived at the hospital, I was still holding Catherine's hand while she fell unconscious. I would always kiss her hand and my tears just won't stop from falling. I'm so scared of what I have done. I don't want to lose her. I don't want to lose out baby.

"Catherine please be okay. Catherine. Catherine you promised me." I cried.

My hands were still shaking while I hold her hands close to my lips. My lips are trembling too. I kissed her knuckles as my tears were streaming down my face. My tears are just unstoppable. Catherine was unconscious now. She went unconscious during the drive. My heart is racing. Fear is gathering inside my body. I'm scared. I'm so scared of losing her. Hans was also crying but he hasn't talked to me during the entire drive to the hospital.

"Sir I'm sorry but you can't come through this door. Sir please step back." The nurse said to me as he pushed me away.

I ran my fingers through my hair and pulled my hair back. I'm so mad at myself. I shot her. I almost put her to death. Oh god please save Catherine and save my son. Please save our son. Suddenly, I see Alec from the corner of my eyes who ran towards me and Hans.

came here as soon as you texted me. Where's Catherine?"

I couldn't answer.

she?" Alec asked

shot her!! He fucking shot

was doing to me. I groaned as he started hitting me but Alec pulled him away from me while some female patients screamed when they

dude!" Alec pushed

this, you're fucked! If something bad

away from here for

were looking

you do?! Nick! God damn it

moved to

fuck Nick?! Did you really

suppose to be her."

really wanted to kill Hans?! Are you out of your mind? Didn't you even think you'll

cos he's filthy rich! He paid the witness to shut up. He paid the police

you shot? You put Catherine in critical

down on my knees, "Catherine said that was my baby, Alec." I cried

"W-what?"

pulled my head to Alec. "That baby inside her is mine Alec!

squat down right in front me.

I fell into Alec's arms. He rubbed my spine and I just cried. I didn't care how weak I looked in front of everybody's eyes but I just can't take

do without Catherine, man. I just don't know what to do if... if she's... Oh god." I muffled weakly as my voice

so scared Alec. I'm so

looked at me. "Everything's gonna be okay. Catherine's

••••

as soon as I got back, I saw Catherine's family -- her parents

Jenna asked as

ok. Your sister won't leave us." Mrs. Forster says while she

Forster saw me and moved his head to where I was

where he was sitting down and I slowly walked towards them. They looked at me with anger. So much anger. Even Jenna

sorry."

Forster's fist landed on my face and I almost fell on the floor. Alec catches

that's enough!"

did? Do they know you paid for everyone to keep the case close? Did

"You bastard!"

out of the room and my heart just feels heavier until he pulls his surgical mask down. Hans was holding Jenna close to him while Mr. & Mrs. Forster were holding

Forster asked with a

terribly sorry." The

No.

No!

say that!"

Forster falls

to revive her but... She's dead on arrival. We are truly sorry."

Catherine. My baby girl. My

pieces and it tore my heart out from my chest when the doctor said that. I killed her. I killed Catherine. I killed the one

tears blurs my vision. I shake my head in disbelief. Their cries are even making me more feel my deep pain. My mind is numb but racing in circles. This isn't making any sense of what was happening.

daughter." Mrs. Forster

she cries on Hans'

the baby?" Hans

head back

my child?" Hans

the guts to claim its

at the doctor and I don't know if I was

as well." The doctor

feel no wisp of relief as my mind drifts further and further into the abyss of complete sorrow. Catherine. My baby. My son. We were suppose to be a family. We were suppose to be happy. We were suppose to be together. He was suppose to call me daddy. I was suppose to carry him on

so sorry." I

you. The police might

killed her Alec. I killed both of them. They died cos

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