Love Aint Always Pretty

Chapter 58: 58 Quatervois

Quatervois

- a crossroad; a critical decision or turning point in one's life.

Origin: French

58

NICK'S POV

SEVEN YEARS AGO

I ran to them and tried to hold Catherine as she groans for pain. I shot her. I'm crying hard and there were more blood. So much blood. Catherine's blood stained her dress as it runs down on my hands.

"Call for help! Call for help!" I yelled at Hans.

Hans stands away and quickly pulled out his phone. I'm shaking. I'm shaking as I hold Catherine on my arms. She smiles weakly as she squints her eyes cos of the pain.

"Catherine.... I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry." I repeated the same exact words.

"Shhh... It's not your fault Nick. Don't... Arghh.. Don't blame yourself." Catherine says while grunting.

She wipes my tears. "It's not your fault love."

I shake my head in disagreement.

"I'm sorry." I cried.

"My dad won't let me tell you this... But Nick... Y-you're a father now." She holds my shaking hand then placed it on top of her bump.

"This is your baby." She says.

She smiles while tears were crawling out from her eyes. "Our baby."

My head bent down and more tears were coming out from my eyes. I hate myself. I hate myself for what I did.

"If I don't survive..." Catherine says with such shakiness in her voice.

"Don't say that." I begged.

She smiled weakly. "Please... Please save him Nick. Save our baby. Save him for me Nick." She says while crying.

"Promise me you will." She takes a grip on my hand.

I nod and kissed her forehead as I hold her close to my chest.

I shot Catherine.

I shot Catherine.

I put our baby in critical condition.

"Live for me. Live for me and our baby Catherine. I need you. I need both of you. Please live for me. For us. Please. I'm begging you please stay." I kiss her hand.

She smiles and nods. "I will."

As soon as help came, I went with Hans in the ambulance and both of us neither talked to each other. When we arrived at the hospital, I was still holding Catherine's hand while she fell unconscious. I would always kiss her hand and my tears just won't stop from falling. I'm so scared of what I have done. I don't want to lose her. I don't want to lose out baby.

"Catherine please be okay. Catherine. Catherine you promised me." I cried.

My hands were still shaking while I hold her hands close to my lips. My lips are trembling too. I kissed her knuckles as my tears were streaming down my face. My tears are just unstoppable. Catherine was unconscious now. She went unconscious during the drive. My heart is racing. Fear is gathering inside my body. I'm scared. I'm so scared of losing her. Hans was also crying but he hasn't talked to me during the entire drive to the hospital.

"Sir I'm sorry but you can't come through this door. Sir please step back." The nurse said to me as he pushed me away.

I ran my fingers through my hair and pulled my hair back. I'm so mad at myself. I shot her. I almost put her to death. Oh god please save Catherine and save my son. Please save our son. Suddenly, I see Alec from the corner of my eyes who ran towards me and Hans.

I came here as soon as you texted me. Where's Catherine?" Alec asked me as he placed

I couldn't answer.

she?"

shot her!! He fucking shot Catherine!" Hans

female patients screamed when they saw it. Nurses and some other hospital staff ran towards us and started trying to stop the commotion cos Hans was

dude!" Alec

pay for this Nick! Once Catherine's father will know about this, you're fucked! If something bad

stay away from here for a second. Cmon."

myself too. I let Alec take me somewhere else cos people were looking at me. My clothes are stained with Catherine's dried blood and my hands are stained

Nick! God damn it Nick look at me!"

moved to

Nick?! Did you really

suppose to be her."

mind? Didn't you even

he got away with it cos he's filthy rich! He paid the witness to shut

in critical condition! What if it

my knees, "Catherine said that was my baby, Alec." I cried for

"W-what?"

pulled my head to Alec. "That baby inside her is mine Alec! It's

right in front me. "It's your

I fell into Alec's arms. He rubbed my spine and I just cried. I didn't care how weak I

to do without Catherine, man. I just don't know what to do if... if she's...

scared Alec. I'm so

away and looked at me. "Everything's gonna

••••

back to where I left Hans and as soon as I got back, I saw Catherine's family -- her parents and Jenna. They're all crying and looked worried as

asked as tears fall on her

baby. She will. She will be ok. Your sister won't leave us." Mrs. Forster says while

saw me and moved his head to where I was standing.

walked towards them. They looked

so sorry." I

of a second, Mr. Forster's fist landed on my face and I almost fell on the floor. Alec catches me but then Mr. Forster grabbed

enough!" Jenna

to keep the case close? Did you even say you

"You bastard!"

again. Mr. Forster quickly pulled himself away from me and pushed me away. The doctor stepped out of the room and my heart just feels heavier until he pulls his surgical mask down. Hans was holding Jenna close to him while Mr. & Mrs. Forster were

Mrs. Forster asked with a little

terribly sorry." The doctor

No.

No!

say that!"

my god." Mrs. Forster falls onto

to revive her but... She's dead

Catherine. My baby

into thousands of pieces and it tore my heart out from my chest when the doctor said that. I killed her. I killed Catherine. I killed

deep pain. My mind is numb but racing in

daughter." Mrs. Forster cries

as she cries

about the baby?" Hans

head back up. My baby

my child?"

seriously has the guts to claim its

the doctor and I don't know if I was ready for what he was gonna

it as well." The doctor

further and further into the abyss of complete sorrow. Catherine. My baby. My son. We were suppose to be a

I'm so

Before they'll do something to you. The police might be coming

her Alec. I killed both of

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