The Silent Alpha

Chapter 20: First steps 

 ***Jane*** 

Agnes and I spend the morning with Kota, Rosalie, Rosalie’s baby Emile, and Evan, fighting our own anxiety from our lack of activity.

In all my life, I had never had a moment to rest, to just sit and watch a movie or play games without a care in the world.

Even if there was chance that I completed my chores, my mind and self-hatred would torture me relentlessly.

As a pup, my father put me through rigorous schooling and speech therapies to make me the best Alpha I could be.

Of course, I could never live up to his expectations.

He would make me stand before him once a week to recite the history of our pack or the laws that governed it and the kingdom.

If I faltered in my pronunciation, I would be struck with a whip.

There was never a day that I made it out of a recital without shedding blood.

My mother would weep sorrowfully, begging my father helplessly to have mercy.

She would sometimes be beaten herself for attempting to shield me.

It hurt my soul to fail her so miserably but no matter how hard I concentrated, my tongue would only grow stiffer, and my words would slur like a drunk.

After I was demoted to Omega status, I became a field hand, carrying weapons for the warriors in training or helping maintain the equipment in the hot sun or cold winters.

As I grew older, I learned many things to make myself useful such as plumbing, mechanics, painting and other basic maintenance jobs.

Agnes is no different.

With her hearing gone, she had to make herself useful to earn her meals.

No one wants an extra mouth to feed.

She was beaten relentlessly by other Omegas if she slipped up.

She learned to be quick in the kitchen, never resting for fear she would be cast out or killed by the Omegas.

So, as we sit comfortably on the couch watching Aladdin with Kota, Agnes and I find it hard to rest, wondering if at any moment, this pack’s kindness would run out.

Even Grayson could not find the words to soothe my racing thoughts.

Feeling myself about to break, I get up quietly and search for a pen and paper before approaching Rosalie with a note.

"Are you sure there is nothing we can do to be of service 2" Rosalie reads aloud before raising an eyebrow at me.

"Are you bored?" She asks nervously.

"W-we can go to the park if you like.Kota could stretch his legs and play with some other pups.Let me just get the stroller for Emile," she says as Evan gets up from his spot to find said stroller.I shake my head at her, writing out my response.

"We just don't want to be a burden."She stares at the note before smiling up at me.

"You are our guests, not a burden," She chuckles.

"Gwen asked for this favor and need," She smiles.

"Just relax and enjoy yourselves. Take this a small vacation while Gwen finishes up her work."

Just then we hear the door open, and Natalia appears on her own, a thoughtful look in her eyes.

"You're back!" Rosalie chirps.

"How was the walk? Did you see all of River Moon?" She asks with a cheerful smile.

Talia smiles sheepishly, her eyes staring at her hands.

"It was ...eye opening..." she replies quietly.

"Aurora just had an emergency to deal with."

There's a serious tone in her voice and Rosalie appears to understand the true meaning behind her words.

"Well, you've come just in time.I think Kota might enjoy some time at the park,"

She gestures to Kota watching the movie on the floor with Rio lying lazily next to him.

"Yeah, mommy!" Kota cries, scrambling to his feet.

"Can we go to the park?"

before giving her consent, Kota bouncing with excitement while Rio jumps at

returns with the stroller for Rosalie's pup,

buildings and explaining their purpose to us to keep the

stays close to me, watching Kota like a hawk whenever he runs ahead of us with Rio

park, I help Evan set up a picnic for the girls, spreading out a blanket

the open field to the playground, several pups gathering around

game of sorts where they run after each

heart that I could help comfort in some way,

She is already frightened.

do not need to

the perimeter of the park, picking flowers, thin sticks, and long blades of

them into crowns, her nimble fingers delicately folding the flower stems and blades

over her shoulder,

crown to Rosalie, placing

this for me?" Rosalie asks with a smile as she puts her now sleeping pup away

says, remembering the ‘thank you’ sign from this

crown and places it on

with fright at the gesture, having been so focused

Agnes "Sorry,"

a trembling hand,

before taking the flower crown and squeezing Agnes'

scared me, is all," Talia apologizes, turning

apologizes once again for

a question I

why are you so afraid of werewolves?" She asks bluntly, placing her chin in her hand and

attacked?" Talia shifts uncomfortably on her pillow and shakes

with a forced smile, adjusting her

"How old is he?"

a tight line, as if holding her tongue, before turning

months

proudly before her face

us

if you don't want to tell us.But just FYI, you are safe here so you can stop looking at us like we're going to eat you,"

have hurt you already if

Kota

have more questions but decides to keep them to herself for the time being.We remain at the park for lunch and a few hours thereafter until

the hurt

guest house can feel a small pain in

Maybe hold her hand...

Grayson suggests.

but pick up my pace until I walk alongside her, Kota mumbling with sleepiness

touch her

as I mentally prepare for her to snap at me but

open my mouth to apologize when she suddenly takes my hand,

tingle up my arm, but I can still feel her hand shaking in

lip as a small whimper escapes her throat and

onto me for a little while longer

  can't.I'm sorry," She explains, holding her hand as

she groans, wiping a few stray tears that rolled down

and holds her head

tired," She

to the room," She

needs At the house, Talia prepares a warm bath for Kota, but he begs her to let me wash him in her place.Talia looks like she might burst into tears after being

you do it?" She asks, her

pain in my heart returns as she looks

his mother's heart, but I know he is truly unaware of how much his simple request is hurting her.I

him stay in there too long," she

splash you so be firm and have him help you clean up if he makes a mess.He needs to learn that there are consequences to his

down the hall, leaving me alone with the cheeky pup grinning

the bubble filled tub, grabbing a handful of bubbles and throwing them up

to wash him so that he

I grab his two little hands and place them over

Kota," I

the water slowly draining down the hole much to Kota’s dismay glance at the door and listen for any sounds of

the little boy in a

I whisper to him, sliding his

thumb, his blue and brown eyes blinking at

is mommy sad?" He asks, a patient look in his

s-she miss-misses home,"

"Oh," he sighs.

I hide my smile

i-it t-t-too,"

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