The Silent Alpha

Chapter 20: First steps 

 ***Jane*** 

Agnes and I spend the morning with Kota, Rosalie, Rosalie’s baby Emile, and Evan, fighting our own anxiety from our lack of activity.

In all my life, I had never had a moment to rest, to just sit and watch a movie or play games without a care in the world.

Even if there was chance that I completed my chores, my mind and self-hatred would torture me relentlessly.

As a pup, my father put me through rigorous schooling and speech therapies to make me the best Alpha I could be.

Of course, I could never live up to his expectations.

He would make me stand before him once a week to recite the history of our pack or the laws that governed it and the kingdom.

If I faltered in my pronunciation, I would be struck with a whip.

There was never a day that I made it out of a recital without shedding blood.

My mother would weep sorrowfully, begging my father helplessly to have mercy.

She would sometimes be beaten herself for attempting to shield me.

It hurt my soul to fail her so miserably but no matter how hard I concentrated, my tongue would only grow stiffer, and my words would slur like a drunk.

After I was demoted to Omega status, I became a field hand, carrying weapons for the warriors in training or helping maintain the equipment in the hot sun or cold winters.

As I grew older, I learned many things to make myself useful such as plumbing, mechanics, painting and other basic maintenance jobs.

Agnes is no different.

With her hearing gone, she had to make herself useful to earn her meals.

No one wants an extra mouth to feed.

She was beaten relentlessly by other Omegas if she slipped up.

She learned to be quick in the kitchen, never resting for fear she would be cast out or killed by the Omegas.

So, as we sit comfortably on the couch watching Aladdin with Kota, Agnes and I find it hard to rest, wondering if at any moment, this pack’s kindness would run out.

Even Grayson could not find the words to soothe my racing thoughts.

Feeling myself about to break, I get up quietly and search for a pen and paper before approaching Rosalie with a note.

"Are you sure there is nothing we can do to be of service 2" Rosalie reads aloud before raising an eyebrow at me.

"Are you bored?" She asks nervously.

"W-we can go to the park if you like.Kota could stretch his legs and play with some other pups.Let me just get the stroller for Emile," she says as Evan gets up from his spot to find said stroller.I shake my head at her, writing out my response.

"We just don't want to be a burden."She stares at the note before smiling up at me.

"You are our guests, not a burden," She chuckles.

"Gwen asked for this favor and need," She smiles.

"Just relax and enjoy yourselves. Take this a small vacation while Gwen finishes up her work."

Just then we hear the door open, and Natalia appears on her own, a thoughtful look in her eyes.

"You're back!" Rosalie chirps.

"How was the walk? Did you see all of River Moon?" She asks with a cheerful smile.

Talia smiles sheepishly, her eyes staring at her hands.

"It was ...eye opening..." she replies quietly.

"Aurora just had an emergency to deal with."

There's a serious tone in her voice and Rosalie appears to understand the true meaning behind her words.

"Well, you've come just in time.I think Kota might enjoy some time at the park,"

She gestures to Kota watching the movie on the floor with Rio lying lazily next to him.

"Yeah, mommy!" Kota cries, scrambling to his feet.

"Can we go to the park?"

before giving her consent,

with the stroller for Rosalie's pup, some blankets, and

different buildings and explaining their purpose to us to keep the walk

me, watching Kota like a hawk whenever he runs ahead of us with Rio reassure her that

at the park, I help Evan set up a picnic for the girls, spreading out a

the open field to the playground, several pups

makes friends with ease, and they begin a game of sorts where they run after each

all my heart that I could help comfort in some

She is already frightened.

do not need to scare her

the park, picking flowers, thin sticks,

weaving them into crowns, her nimble fingers delicately folding the flower

her shoulder, praising

then presents the crown to Rosalie, placing it on top of

with a smile as she puts her now sleeping pup away

says, remembering the ‘thank you’ sign from

crown and places it on Talia's

nearly jumps with fright at the gesture, having been so focused on her pup and not noticing

Agnes "Sorry,"

a trembling

few moments before taking the

is all," Talia apologizes, turning to me

and apologizes once again for scaring

I had been asking

are you so afraid of werewolves?" She asks bluntly, placing her chin in her hand and

shifts uncomfortably on her pillow and

she says with a forced smile, adjusting

"How old is he?"

in a tight line, as if holding

months old…

smiles proudly before

us about her story," she

us.But just FYI, you are safe here so you can stop looking

you

remains silent and watches Kota play with

questions but decides to keep them to herself for the time being.We remain at the park for lunch and a few hours thereafter until Kota and Rio

I can see the hurt in her eyes at being

mother, Talia shakes her head at me to stop and walks on ahead of us to the guest house can feel a small pain in my heart as we make the small trek in silence and try to think of something I could

Maybe hold her hand...

Grayson suggests.

but pick up my pace until I walk alongside her, Kota mumbling

her hand, Talia flinching

prepare for her to snap at me but instead,

to apologize when she suddenly takes my hand, interlocking

arm, but I

her lower lip as a small whimper escapes her throat and

holds onto me for a little while longer before letting

sorry," She explains, holding

f**k!" she groans, wiping a few stray

hardens her face and holds her

tired," She whispers, avoiding my

room," She

but he begs her to let me wash him in her place.Talia looks like she might burst into tears after being rejected by her

you do it?" She asks,

heart returns as she looks at

mother's heart, but I know he is truly unaware of how much his simple request is

stay in there

likes to splash you so be firm and have him help you clean up if he

down the hall, leaving me alone with the cheeky pup grinning at me

eagerly undresses and climbs into the bubble filled tub, grabbing a handful of bubbles and throwing them up in

quick work to wash him so that he can enjoy the

forewarned, Kota tries to splash me many times, but I grab his two

m-no-more, Kota," I

the water slowly draining down the hole much to Kota’s dismay glance at the

dress the little boy in a

I whisper to him, sliding his socks over

blue and brown eyes blinking at

asks, a patient look

s-she miss-misses

"Oh," he sighs.

here." I hide my smile and finish putting on his

like i-it t-t-too," I

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