***Jane***
Agnes and I spend the morning with Kota, Rosalie, Rosalie’s baby Emile, and Evan, fighting our own anxiety from our lack of activity.
In all my life, I had never had a moment to rest, to just sit and watch a movie or play games without a care in the world.
Even if there was chance that I completed my chores, my mind and self-hatred would torture me relentlessly.
As a pup, my father put me through rigorous schooling and speech therapies to make me the best Alpha I could be.
Of course, I could never live up to his expectations.
He would make me stand before him once a week to recite the history of our pack or the laws that governed it and the kingdom.
If I faltered in my pronunciation, I would be struck with a whip.
There was never a day that I made it out of a recital without shedding blood.
My mother would weep sorrowfully, begging my father helplessly to have mercy.
She would sometimes be beaten herself for attempting to shield me.
It hurt my soul to fail her so miserably but no matter how hard I concentrated, my tongue would only grow stiffer, and my words would slur like a drunk.
After I was demoted to Omega status, I became a field hand, carrying weapons for the warriors in training or helping maintain the equipment in the hot sun or cold winters.
As I grew older, I learned many things to make myself useful such as plumbing, mechanics, painting and other basic maintenance jobs.
Agnes is no different.
With her hearing gone, she had to make herself useful to earn her meals.
No one wants an extra mouth to feed.
She was beaten relentlessly by other Omegas if she slipped up.
She learned to be quick in the kitchen, never resting for fear she would be cast out or killed by the Omegas.
So, as we sit comfortably on the couch watching Aladdin with Kota, Agnes and I find it hard to rest, wondering if at any moment, this pack’s kindness would run out.
Even Grayson could not find the words to soothe my racing thoughts.
Feeling myself about to break, I get up quietly and search for a pen and paper before approaching Rosalie with a note.
"Are you sure there is nothing we can do to be of service 2" Rosalie reads aloud before raising an eyebrow at me.
"Are you bored?" She asks nervously.
"W-we can go to the park if you like.Kota could stretch his legs and play with some other pups.Let me just get the stroller for Emile," she says as Evan gets up from his spot to find said stroller.I shake my head at her, writing out my response.
"We just don't want to be a burden."She stares at the note before smiling up at me.
"You are our guests, not a burden," She chuckles.
"Gwen asked for this favor and need," She smiles.
"Just relax and enjoy yourselves. Take this a small vacation while Gwen finishes up her work."
Just then we hear the door open, and Natalia appears on her own, a thoughtful look in her eyes.
"You're back!" Rosalie chirps.
"How was the walk? Did you see all of River Moon?" She asks with a cheerful smile.
Talia smiles sheepishly, her eyes staring at her hands.
"It was ...eye opening..." she replies quietly.
"Aurora just had an emergency to deal with."
There's a serious tone in her voice and Rosalie appears to understand the true meaning behind her words.
"Well, you've come just in time.I think Kota might enjoy some time at the park,"
She gestures to Kota watching the movie on the floor with Rio lying lazily next to him.
"Yeah, mommy!" Kota cries, scrambling to his feet.
"Can we go to the park?"
consent, Kota bouncing with excitement while Rio jumps
with the stroller for Rosalie's pup, some
explaining their purpose to us to keep
to me, watching Kota like a hawk whenever he runs ahead of us with Rio reassure her that her
set up a picnic for the girls, spreading out a blanket
open field to the playground, several pups gathering
they begin a game of sorts where they run after each other
all my heart that I could help comfort in some way, but I know better than to
She is already frightened.
need to scare her
the park, picking flowers, thin sticks, and long
her nimble fingers delicately folding the flower stems
with awe over her shoulder,
then presents the crown to Rosalie, placing it on
this for me?" Rosalie asks with a smile as she puts
says, remembering the
another flower crown and places it on
having been so focused on her
Agnes "Sorry,"
a trembling hand,
moments before
all," Talia apologizes,
smiles nervously and apologizes
I had been asking myself since
why are you so afraid of werewolves?" She asks bluntly, placing her chin in her hand and
shifts uncomfortably on her pillow and shakes
says with a forced smile, adjusting her flower
"How old is he?"
in a tight line, as if holding her tongue, before
months old… almost
smiles proudly before her face grows
had a hard time talking to us
FYI, you are safe here so you can stop looking at us like we're going to eat you," she
would have hurt you already if we wanted
watches Kota play with the other
park for lunch and a few hours thereafter until Kota and Rio tire themselves out and lifting his arms up for me to
the
go to his mother, Talia shakes her head at me to stop and walks on ahead of us to the guest house can feel a small
Maybe hold her hand...
Grayson suggests.
pace until I walk alongside her, Kota mumbling with
I touch her hand, Talia flinching
mentally prepare for her to snap at
takes my hand, interlocking our fingers in a
my arm, but I can still
bites down on her lower lip as a small whimper escapes her throat and she squeezes my hand with
a little
She explains, holding her hand
few stray tears that rolled down her
her face and holds
just tired," She whispers, avoiding
She instructs as
prepares a warm bath for Kota, but he begs her to let me wash him in her place.Talia looks like she might burst into tears after being rejected by her
you do it?" She
returns as she
heart, but I know he is truly unaware of
let him stay in there too
you so be firm and have him help you clean up if he makes a mess.He needs to learn that there are consequences to his
disappears down the hall, leaving me alone with the cheeky pup grinning at
undresses and climbs into the bubble filled tub, grabbing a
work to wash him so that he can enjoy the
me many times, but I grab
m-no-more, Kota,"
pull the plug in the tub, the water slowly draining down the hole much to Kota’s dismay glance at the door and listen
dress the little boy in a pair
mommy is s-sad," I whisper
his thumb, his blue and brown
sad?" He asks, a
s-she miss-misses home," I
"Oh," he sighs.
it here." I hide my smile and finish putting
like i-it
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