***Jane***
Agnes and I spend the morning with Kota, Rosalie, Rosalie’s baby Emile, and Evan, fighting our own anxiety from our lack of activity.
In all my life, I had never had a moment to rest, to just sit and watch a movie or play games without a care in the world.
Even if there was chance that I completed my chores, my mind and self-hatred would torture me relentlessly.
As a pup, my father put me through rigorous schooling and speech therapies to make me the best Alpha I could be.
Of course, I could never live up to his expectations.
He would make me stand before him once a week to recite the history of our pack or the laws that governed it and the kingdom.
If I faltered in my pronunciation, I would be struck with a whip.
There was never a day that I made it out of a recital without shedding blood.
My mother would weep sorrowfully, begging my father helplessly to have mercy.
She would sometimes be beaten herself for attempting to shield me.
It hurt my soul to fail her so miserably but no matter how hard I concentrated, my tongue would only grow stiffer, and my words would slur like a drunk.
After I was demoted to Omega status, I became a field hand, carrying weapons for the warriors in training or helping maintain the equipment in the hot sun or cold winters.
As I grew older, I learned many things to make myself useful such as plumbing, mechanics, painting and other basic maintenance jobs.
Agnes is no different.
With her hearing gone, she had to make herself useful to earn her meals.
No one wants an extra mouth to feed.
She was beaten relentlessly by other Omegas if she slipped up.
She learned to be quick in the kitchen, never resting for fear she would be cast out or killed by the Omegas.
So, as we sit comfortably on the couch watching Aladdin with Kota, Agnes and I find it hard to rest, wondering if at any moment, this pack’s kindness would run out.
Even Grayson could not find the words to soothe my racing thoughts.
Feeling myself about to break, I get up quietly and search for a pen and paper before approaching Rosalie with a note.
"Are you sure there is nothing we can do to be of service 2" Rosalie reads aloud before raising an eyebrow at me.
"Are you bored?" She asks nervously.
"W-we can go to the park if you like.Kota could stretch his legs and play with some other pups.Let me just get the stroller for Emile," she says as Evan gets up from his spot to find said stroller.I shake my head at her, writing out my response.
"We just don't want to be a burden."She stares at the note before smiling up at me.
"You are our guests, not a burden," She chuckles.
"Gwen asked for this favor and need," She smiles.
"Just relax and enjoy yourselves. Take this a small vacation while Gwen finishes up her work."
Just then we hear the door open, and Natalia appears on her own, a thoughtful look in her eyes.
"You're back!" Rosalie chirps.
"How was the walk? Did you see all of River Moon?" She asks with a cheerful smile.
Talia smiles sheepishly, her eyes staring at her hands.
"It was ...eye opening..." she replies quietly.
"Aurora just had an emergency to deal with."
There's a serious tone in her voice and Rosalie appears to understand the true meaning behind her words.
"Well, you've come just in time.I think Kota might enjoy some time at the park,"
She gestures to Kota watching the movie on the floor with Rio lying lazily next to him.
"Yeah, mommy!" Kota cries, scrambling to his feet.
"Can we go to the park?"
Rosalie and I before giving her consent, Kota bouncing with excitement while Rio
stroller for Rosalie's pup, some blankets, and
pointing out different buildings and explaining their purpose to us
Kota like a hawk whenever he runs ahead of us with Rio reassure her that her
help Evan set up a picnic for the girls,
open field to the playground, several
of sorts where they run after each other and freeze
that I could help comfort in some way, but
She is already frightened.
not need to scare her any
park, picking
of foliage and begins weaving them into crowns, her nimble fingers delicately folding the flower stems and blades of grass
watches with awe over her shoulder, praising her incredible
the crown to Rosalie, placing it on top of her
smile as she puts her now sleeping
you," she says, remembering the ‘thank
flower crown and
so focused on her pup and not noticing
Agnes "Sorry,"
signs with a trembling hand, stepping
a few moments before
is all,"
and apologizes once again
watches their interaction with intrigue before asking a question I had been asking myself since I
why are you so afraid of werewolves?" She asks bluntly, placing her chin
shifts uncomfortably on her
have a lovely pup..." she says with a forced
"How old is he?"
in a tight line, as if holding her tongue, before turning to the
four months old…
before
a hard time talking to us about her story,"
are safe here so you can stop looking at us like we're going to eat you," she says with
would have hurt you already if we wanted
watches Kota play with the
herself for the time being.We remain at the park for lunch and a few hours thereafter until Kota and Rio tire themselves out and lifting his arms up for me to
can see the hurt in her eyes at
us to the guest house can feel a small pain
Maybe hold her hand...
Grayson suggests.
walk alongside her, Kota mumbling with sleepiness in
her hand, Talia
her to snap at me but instead, she just stares
when she suddenly takes my
up my arm, but I can still
small whimper escapes her throat and she squeezes my hand with all her
for a little while longer
sorry," She explains, holding her hand as
f**k!" she groans, wiping a few
face and holds her
She whispers, avoiding my
She instructs as she walks ahead
me wash him in her place.Talia looks like she might burst into tears after being rejected by her son for the second time today but
it?" She asks, her voice
returns as
heart, but I know he is truly unaware of how much his simple request is hurting her.I accept and Talia hands me
in there too
you so be firm and have him help you clean up if he makes a mess.He needs to learn that there are consequences to
leaving me alone with the
tub, grabbing a handful of bubbles and throwing them up in
so that he can enjoy the
I
m-no-more, Kota,"
water slowly draining down the hole much to Kota’s dismay glance at the door and listen for
alone, I dress the little boy
t-think yo-your mommy is s-sad," I whisper to
sucks on his thumb, his blue and brown eyes blinking at
is mommy sad?" He asks, a patient look
s-she miss-misses
"Oh," he sighs.
like it here." I hide my smile and finish putting
like i-it
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