***Jane***
Agnes and I spend the morning with Kota, Rosalie, Rosalie’s baby Emile, and Evan, fighting our own anxiety from our lack of activity.
In all my life, I had never had a moment to rest, to just sit and watch a movie or play games without a care in the world.
Even if there was chance that I completed my chores, my mind and self-hatred would torture me relentlessly.
As a pup, my father put me through rigorous schooling and speech therapies to make me the best Alpha I could be.
Of course, I could never live up to his expectations.
He would make me stand before him once a week to recite the history of our pack or the laws that governed it and the kingdom.
If I faltered in my pronunciation, I would be struck with a whip.
There was never a day that I made it out of a recital without shedding blood.
My mother would weep sorrowfully, begging my father helplessly to have mercy.
She would sometimes be beaten herself for attempting to shield me.
It hurt my soul to fail her so miserably but no matter how hard I concentrated, my tongue would only grow stiffer, and my words would slur like a drunk.
After I was demoted to Omega status, I became a field hand, carrying weapons for the warriors in training or helping maintain the equipment in the hot sun or cold winters.
As I grew older, I learned many things to make myself useful such as plumbing, mechanics, painting and other basic maintenance jobs.
Agnes is no different.
With her hearing gone, she had to make herself useful to earn her meals.
No one wants an extra mouth to feed.
She was beaten relentlessly by other Omegas if she slipped up.
She learned to be quick in the kitchen, never resting for fear she would be cast out or killed by the Omegas.
So, as we sit comfortably on the couch watching Aladdin with Kota, Agnes and I find it hard to rest, wondering if at any moment, this pack’s kindness would run out.
Even Grayson could not find the words to soothe my racing thoughts.
Feeling myself about to break, I get up quietly and search for a pen and paper before approaching Rosalie with a note.
"Are you sure there is nothing we can do to be of service 2" Rosalie reads aloud before raising an eyebrow at me.
"Are you bored?" She asks nervously.
"W-we can go to the park if you like.Kota could stretch his legs and play with some other pups.Let me just get the stroller for Emile," she says as Evan gets up from his spot to find said stroller.I shake my head at her, writing out my response.
"We just don't want to be a burden."She stares at the note before smiling up at me.
"You are our guests, not a burden," She chuckles.
"Gwen asked for this favor and need," She smiles.
"Just relax and enjoy yourselves. Take this a small vacation while Gwen finishes up her work."
Just then we hear the door open, and Natalia appears on her own, a thoughtful look in her eyes.
"You're back!" Rosalie chirps.
"How was the walk? Did you see all of River Moon?" She asks with a cheerful smile.
Talia smiles sheepishly, her eyes staring at her hands.
"It was ...eye opening..." she replies quietly.
"Aurora just had an emergency to deal with."
There's a serious tone in her voice and Rosalie appears to understand the true meaning behind her words.
"Well, you've come just in time.I think Kota might enjoy some time at the park,"
She gestures to Kota watching the movie on the floor with Rio lying lazily next to him.
"Yeah, mommy!" Kota cries, scrambling to his feet.
"Can we go to the park?"
anxiously at Rosalie and I before giving her consent, Kota bouncing
Rosalie's pup, some blankets,
their purpose to
like a hawk whenever he runs ahead of us with Rio reassure her that her pup is
park, I help Evan set up a picnic for the girls, spreading out
through the open field to the playground,
they begin a game of sorts where they run after each other and freeze in place
and I wish with all my heart that I could help comfort in some way, but I know better than
She is already frightened.
not need to scare her any
walks around the perimeter of the park, picking
weaving them into crowns, her nimble fingers delicately folding the flower stems and
awe over her shoulder, praising
presents the crown to Rosalie, placing
for me?" Rosalie asks with a smile as
remembering the ‘thank
crown and places
the gesture, having been so focused on
Agnes "Sorry,"
with a trembling
few moments before taking the flower
is all," Talia apologizes, turning to
and apologizes once again for
interaction with intrigue before asking a question I had been asking myself
bluntly, placing her chin in her hand and
shifts uncomfortably on her
pup..." she says with a forced smile,
"How old is he?"
her lips in a tight line, as if
months
proudly before her
talking to us about her story," she says with
get it if you don't want to tell us.But just FYI, you are safe here so you can stop
would have hurt you already if we wanted
remains silent and watches Kota play with the other
the park for lunch and a few hours thereafter until Kota and
a smile, but I can see the hurt in her eyes at being pushed
ahead of us to the guest house can feel a small pain in my heart as we make the small trek
Maybe hold her hand...
Grayson suggests.
until I walk alongside her,
every drop of courage I have, I touch her
nearly stops as I mentally prepare for her to snap at me but instead, she just stares
open my mouth to apologize when she suddenly takes my hand, interlocking our fingers in
sparks tingle up my arm, but I can still
bites down on her lower lip as a small whimper escapes her throat and she squeezes
me for a little while longer before
holding her hand
few stray
face and holds
She whispers, avoiding
the room," She instructs as she
he begs her to let me wash him in her place.Talia looks like she might burst into tears after being rejected by her
you do it?" She
little pain in my heart returns as she looks
his mother's heart, but I know he is truly unaware of how much his
him stay in there too long,"
you clean up if he makes a mess.He needs to
me alone with
the bubble filled tub, grabbing a handful of bubbles and throwing them up in
quick work to wash him so that he can enjoy the bubbles before the water
Talia forewarned, Kota tries to splash me many times, but I grab his
m-no-more, Kota,"
draining down the hole much
are alone, I dress the little
t-think yo-your mommy is s-sad," I whisper to him, sliding
his thumb, his blue and
asks, a
miss-misses home," I
"Oh," he sighs.
I hide my smile and finish putting
i-it t-t-too,"
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