The Silent Alpha

Chapter 20: First steps 

 ***Jane*** 

Agnes and I spend the morning with Kota, Rosalie, Rosalie’s baby Emile, and Evan, fighting our own anxiety from our lack of activity.

In all my life, I had never had a moment to rest, to just sit and watch a movie or play games without a care in the world.

Even if there was chance that I completed my chores, my mind and self-hatred would torture me relentlessly.

As a pup, my father put me through rigorous schooling and speech therapies to make me the best Alpha I could be.

Of course, I could never live up to his expectations.

He would make me stand before him once a week to recite the history of our pack or the laws that governed it and the kingdom.

If I faltered in my pronunciation, I would be struck with a whip.

There was never a day that I made it out of a recital without shedding blood.

My mother would weep sorrowfully, begging my father helplessly to have mercy.

She would sometimes be beaten herself for attempting to shield me.

It hurt my soul to fail her so miserably but no matter how hard I concentrated, my tongue would only grow stiffer, and my words would slur like a drunk.

After I was demoted to Omega status, I became a field hand, carrying weapons for the warriors in training or helping maintain the equipment in the hot sun or cold winters.

As I grew older, I learned many things to make myself useful such as plumbing, mechanics, painting and other basic maintenance jobs.

Agnes is no different.

With her hearing gone, she had to make herself useful to earn her meals.

No one wants an extra mouth to feed.

She was beaten relentlessly by other Omegas if she slipped up.

She learned to be quick in the kitchen, never resting for fear she would be cast out or killed by the Omegas.

So, as we sit comfortably on the couch watching Aladdin with Kota, Agnes and I find it hard to rest, wondering if at any moment, this pack’s kindness would run out.

Even Grayson could not find the words to soothe my racing thoughts.

Feeling myself about to break, I get up quietly and search for a pen and paper before approaching Rosalie with a note.

"Are you sure there is nothing we can do to be of service 2" Rosalie reads aloud before raising an eyebrow at me.

"Are you bored?" She asks nervously.

"W-we can go to the park if you like.Kota could stretch his legs and play with some other pups.Let me just get the stroller for Emile," she says as Evan gets up from his spot to find said stroller.I shake my head at her, writing out my response.

"We just don't want to be a burden."She stares at the note before smiling up at me.

"You are our guests, not a burden," She chuckles.

"Gwen asked for this favor and need," She smiles.

"Just relax and enjoy yourselves. Take this a small vacation while Gwen finishes up her work."

Just then we hear the door open, and Natalia appears on her own, a thoughtful look in her eyes.

"You're back!" Rosalie chirps.

"How was the walk? Did you see all of River Moon?" She asks with a cheerful smile.

Talia smiles sheepishly, her eyes staring at her hands.

"It was ...eye opening..." she replies quietly.

"Aurora just had an emergency to deal with."

There's a serious tone in her voice and Rosalie appears to understand the true meaning behind her words.

"Well, you've come just in time.I think Kota might enjoy some time at the park,"

She gestures to Kota watching the movie on the floor with Rio lying lazily next to him.

"Yeah, mommy!" Kota cries, scrambling to his feet.

"Can we go to the park?"

before giving her consent, Kota

with the stroller for Rosalie's pup,

chatters away, pointing out different buildings and explaining their purpose to us to

hawk whenever he runs ahead of us with Rio reassure her

up a picnic for the girls, spreading out a blanket

with Rio through the open field to the playground, several pups gathering around him and

ease, and they begin a game of sorts where they run after each other and freeze in place

vigilant, and I wish with all my heart that I could help comfort

She is already frightened.

do not need to scare her any

around the perimeter of the park, picking flowers, thin sticks,

with a large pile of foliage and begins weaving them into crowns, her nimble fingers delicately folding the flower stems and

awe over her shoulder,

to Rosalie, placing it

with a smile as

you," she says, remembering the ‘thank

flower crown and places

so focused on her pup and not noticing Agnes

Agnes "Sorry,"

a trembling hand,

few moments before taking the flower

you just scared me, is all," Talia

smiles nervously and apologizes once again

interaction with intrigue before asking a question I

are you so afraid of werewolves?" She asks bluntly, placing her chin in her hand and looking

Talia shifts uncomfortably on her

a lovely pup..." she says with a forced smile, adjusting

"How old is he?"

her lips in a tight line, as if holding

four months

before her face grows

hard time talking to us about her story,"

if you don't want to tell us.But just FYI, you are safe here so you can stop looking at us like we're going to eat you," she says with a light

would have hurt you already

and watches Kota play with

but decides to keep them to herself for the time being.We remain at the park for lunch and a few

a smile, but I can see the

can feel a small pain in my heart as we make the small trek in silence and try to think of something I could do to

Maybe hold her hand...

Grayson suggests.

pace until I walk alongside her, Kota mumbling with sleepiness in

drop of courage I have, I touch her hand, Talia flinching away at the sensation of

prepare for her to snap at

takes my hand,

I

whimper escapes her throat and she

onto me for a little while longer before letting

can't.I'm sorry," She explains, holding her hand as if

wiping a few stray tears

and holds

tired," She whispers,

the room," She instructs as she walks ahead

for Kota, but he begs her to let me wash him in her place.Talia looks like she might burst into tears after being rejected by her son for the second time today but nonetheless,

you do it?" She

returns as she looks at

for breaking his mother's heart, but I know he is truly unaware of how much his simple request is hurting her.I accept and

in there too long,"

you so be firm and have him help you clean up if he makes a

hall, leaving me alone with

tub, grabbing a handful of bubbles

work to wash him so that he

Talia forewarned, Kota tries to splash me many times, but I grab his two little hands and place

Kota,"

draining down the hole much

dress the

is s-sad," I whisper

blue and brown eyes blinking

is mommy sad?" He asks, a patient look in

miss-misses home,"

"Oh," he sighs.

it here." I hide my smile and

like i-it t-t-too,"

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