The Silent Alpha

Chapter 20: First steps 

 ***Jane*** 

Agnes and I spend the morning with Kota, Rosalie, Rosalie’s baby Emile, and Evan, fighting our own anxiety from our lack of activity.

In all my life, I had never had a moment to rest, to just sit and watch a movie or play games without a care in the world.

Even if there was chance that I completed my chores, my mind and self-hatred would torture me relentlessly.

As a pup, my father put me through rigorous schooling and speech therapies to make me the best Alpha I could be.

Of course, I could never live up to his expectations.

He would make me stand before him once a week to recite the history of our pack or the laws that governed it and the kingdom.

If I faltered in my pronunciation, I would be struck with a whip.

There was never a day that I made it out of a recital without shedding blood.

My mother would weep sorrowfully, begging my father helplessly to have mercy.

She would sometimes be beaten herself for attempting to shield me.

It hurt my soul to fail her so miserably but no matter how hard I concentrated, my tongue would only grow stiffer, and my words would slur like a drunk.

After I was demoted to Omega status, I became a field hand, carrying weapons for the warriors in training or helping maintain the equipment in the hot sun or cold winters.

As I grew older, I learned many things to make myself useful such as plumbing, mechanics, painting and other basic maintenance jobs.

Agnes is no different.

With her hearing gone, she had to make herself useful to earn her meals.

No one wants an extra mouth to feed.

She was beaten relentlessly by other Omegas if she slipped up.

She learned to be quick in the kitchen, never resting for fear she would be cast out or killed by the Omegas.

So, as we sit comfortably on the couch watching Aladdin with Kota, Agnes and I find it hard to rest, wondering if at any moment, this pack’s kindness would run out.

Even Grayson could not find the words to soothe my racing thoughts.

Feeling myself about to break, I get up quietly and search for a pen and paper before approaching Rosalie with a note.

"Are you sure there is nothing we can do to be of service 2" Rosalie reads aloud before raising an eyebrow at me.

"Are you bored?" She asks nervously.

"W-we can go to the park if you like.Kota could stretch his legs and play with some other pups.Let me just get the stroller for Emile," she says as Evan gets up from his spot to find said stroller.I shake my head at her, writing out my response.

"We just don't want to be a burden."She stares at the note before smiling up at me.

"You are our guests, not a burden," She chuckles.

"Gwen asked for this favor and need," She smiles.

"Just relax and enjoy yourselves. Take this a small vacation while Gwen finishes up her work."

Just then we hear the door open, and Natalia appears on her own, a thoughtful look in her eyes.

"You're back!" Rosalie chirps.

"How was the walk? Did you see all of River Moon?" She asks with a cheerful smile.

Talia smiles sheepishly, her eyes staring at her hands.

"It was ...eye opening..." she replies quietly.

"Aurora just had an emergency to deal with."

There's a serious tone in her voice and Rosalie appears to understand the true meaning behind her words.

"Well, you've come just in time.I think Kota might enjoy some time at the park,"

She gestures to Kota watching the movie on the floor with Rio lying lazily next to him.

"Yeah, mommy!" Kota cries, scrambling to his feet.

"Can we go to the park?"

and I before giving her consent, Kota bouncing with

Rosalie's pup, some

away, pointing out different buildings and explaining their

close to me, watching Kota like a hawk whenever he runs ahead of us

Evan set up a picnic for the girls, spreading out a blanket with snacks and pillows for them to

field to the playground, several pups

of sorts where they run after each other

and I wish with all my heart that I could help comfort in

She is already frightened.

do not need to scare her

park, picking

crowns, her nimble fingers delicately folding the flower stems and blades of grass into

awe over her shoulder, praising her

the crown to Rosalie, placing it on

Rosalie asks with a smile as she puts her now

she says, remembering the ‘thank

yet another flower crown and places it on

with fright at the gesture, having been so focused on her pup and

Agnes "Sorry,"

a trembling

at her for a few moments before

is all," Talia apologizes, turning to

nervously and apologizes once again for scaring

intrigue before asking a question I had been asking myself since I

werewolves?" She asks bluntly, placing her chin in her

on her pillow

with a

"How old is he?"

her lips in a tight line, as if holding her tongue, before turning to the

four months old… almost

before her face grows

to us about her

to tell us.But just FYI, you are safe here so you can stop looking at us like we're going to eat

have hurt you

watches Kota play with

for the time being.We remain at the park for lunch and a few hours thereafter until Kota and Rio tire themselves out and lifting his arms up for me to carry

a smile, but I can see the hurt in her eyes at

Kota to go to his mother, Talia shakes her head at me to stop and walks on ahead of us to the guest house can feel a small pain in my heart as we make the small trek in silence and try to think of something I could do

Maybe hold her hand...

Grayson suggests.

gulp but pick up my pace until I walk alongside

have, I touch her hand, Talia flinching away

as I mentally prepare for her to

my mouth to apologize when she suddenly takes my hand, interlocking our

tingle up my arm, but I can still feel her hand

as a small whimper escapes her throat and she

me for a little while longer before letting

holding her hand as if

groans, wiping a few stray tears that rolled down

hardens her face and

tired," She whispers,

She instructs as

At the house, Talia prepares a warm bath for Kota, but he begs her to let me wash him in her place.Talia looks like she might burst into tears after being rejected by her

it?" She asks,

pain in my heart returns as she looks at me with

breaking his mother's heart, but I know he is truly unaware of how much his simple request is hurting

in there too long," she

cold.He likes to splash you so be firm and have him help you clean up if he makes a mess.He needs to learn

the hall, leaving me alone with the cheeky pup

grabbing a handful of bubbles and throwing

work to wash him so that he can enjoy the bubbles before

forewarned, Kota tries to splash me many times, but I grab his two little hands and place them over

m-no-more, Kota," I say

the water slowly draining down the hole

are alone, I dress the little boy in a pair of

whisper to him, sliding his socks

sucks on his thumb, his blue and brown eyes

is mommy sad?" He asks,

thi-thi-think s-she miss-misses home," I

"Oh," he sighs.

hide my smile and finish

like i-it t-t-too," I

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